Fifteen years ago or more I met who I consider my best friend, at that time I did not believe that he would become that unconditional and appreciated friend for me, the truth at that time he was marrying a young woman whom I saw born, but for some strange reason something told me that this marriage would not be what they believed or expected.

With the passing of some years I thought I was wrong, but I learned from a relative that they had problems, that did not make me happy at all, the friendship between this friend and I arose when we realized that we had so many things in common and as we were talking I presume that I noticed or made a comparison with his wife and me, and I do not know what else, but when I realized it was that this man had fallen in love with me.

The truth is that this situation was not easy, there were many things at stake, first the appreciation and friendship not only for his wife, who as I mentioned I saw grow up, also for his mother and father who I see as my uncles and have supported me in ways that only those who love you can do it, on the other hand, I just saw him as that great friend with whom I could talk about so many things, systems, anime, movies, love and passion for technology in general, weather, how stupid people can be sometimes, everything, without forgetting that he has always talked to me as only a true friend does, with the truth.

At first I thought it was a misperception on my part that it was only affection, but when this friend dared to confess what he felt, expecting me to reciprocate, it was terrible, because I felt very uncomfortable and I could not stop thinking about that young woman, her parents, the reciprocal affection and much more.

So as you can imagine I moved away for a while and it was not easy, because when we talked he let out everything he felt and for me it was something so, but so uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, he was totally clear that his feelings were not reciprocated and he even used the phrase "I fell in love alone" which I did not like at all.

But, here is where it comes the, but, human beings sometimes we are let's say that we are evil, cruel and we think in our benefit, we are selfish and although it sounds cruel I will be sincere, in some opportunities I took advantage of this friend, I asked him for example, to take me to the bus terminal that left to the airport in the early morning when I had to travel among other things, But if the time came when I put some distance for a while to disenchant him and hoping not to lose his friendship, the truth for me was not pleasant either, because sometimes I had the need or desire to talk to a friend who spoke to me frankly and I could not.

Now to finish, I can say that currently this friend is in the process of divorce and moved, we have talked and the truth I wish the best for him, so this is the story of how, without wanting to dear, I broke someone's heart, this is how my participation in the Weekend-Engagement # 197 ends.