Infinite Reminiscence - A Poetic Practice

It's all in the past
It's all rather vague
It's all sorted to last
It's not meant to fade
It's never about right or wrong
It'sa journey on an endless road
It's not meant to be a tragic song
It's not going to ruin established code
It's all about hope
It's about yesterday
It's helping us cope
It's goodbyes far away
It's heartbeats meant for us
It's tears ands sweat bled
It's struggle not mindless fuss
It's easy to just lie in bed
It's sorrow filled joys
It's a love between crossed stars
It's longing for hopeless boys
It's lost now in between Venus and Mars
It's missing heads understanding
It's changed in priorities hastily made
It's letting go of hard earned bonding
It's memories chosen to discard and fade
It's all a lie
It's made you cry
It's just starting awhile
It's a journey starting a mile...

So I composed this poem after I kissed my two girls good morning and emotionally affecting me as it is their last day with me before they both fly back to Australia. I'm still unsure if my decision to give up living there is the right choice, I feel I have nothing there. Before you say what about your girls, my answer is I do not own them to they are not mine. I plan to build something here in the Philippines as I wait for them to come see me again. It's will be a long mile that's for sure.

I'll probably have crazy thoughts and crazier actions in the coming months ahead. I'll have to of course go back to Sydney to sort out my things to ship here, they are my tools and what not so I've got something to keep myself busy. I'm not even sure a sabot my travels around Philippines because it was and is meant to be me soul searching but what of I've found that which I've been seeking. An answer to some ambiguous question I'm asking myself all the time.

And that my friends are what is floating on my head as I composed this poem for your reading pleasure.

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