Sometimes it is best to look at yourself in the mirror and not freak out.
My quest to shoulder length hair is in danger.
I have this feeling that my looks are looking scrappy.
Derelicte
I am left feeling like a vagrant when I walk into places with my afro like hair. I am starting to look forward to the time I have short hair again. Clean looking. Sleek. Professional. But who wants that?
I have to tell myself this is like a path through a dark tunnel and at the end the light will guide you to some greener pastures. Well I am not sure how hair will get me into greener pastures.
Slept last night and on my pillow, my hair was all over the side of my face. Used to it now.
I like running my hands through my hair, not sure why I just like to.
The difference in appearance is stark, now that I have these two photos side by side. I also just realized I have Samsung's auto face fix on in my phone camera.
Where to from here?
I am still not sure how I should proceed with this feeling. I am not even sure why I posted about this since it really is something I should explore within me, from internal to external.
Well I best leave it here since this is after all just a single thought I need off my chest. This is how I am taking this.
