#Metalweekend - Keine Lust

(Cool tag by my friend @detlev, a person from whom I have to learn a lot)

Well,

today it was a great for me at work. I said that I won't let it affect me, but it did and I got kind of pissed. I have to deal with a lot of egos, not that I don't have one, but I try to avoid confrontation. Well, today it couldn't be avoided and I had to show my teeth. It affected my temper.

Ok, it affected my temper, as I got mad and pissed not offended. Offended are socialist pussies that can't get a grip in their life. I get mad, I get angry, angry as in smashing somebodies face. I know that I have my aggressiveness inside and that sometimes it needs to get out.

Of course I can control myself, not to smash somebody. I've learned it the hard way in the past, after I had to pay for such mistakes. This anger sometimes causes that I boil and that I need to let steam off. I do this by boxing or in the other case it makes me indifferent. Today I had both, I went after the last call for a walk in the rain, which helped to chill. And I did some shopping, no, not alcohol or stuff like, but spinach and broccoli.

I've shifted to the other side of becoming indifferent. Better for me and my dear ones. Ignorance is a bliss.

So one of my favorite songs from Rammstein is Keine Lust which translate as no desire or don't feel like it. It fits to this rainy evening.