SCALING UP AND INCREASING YOUR WORTH - TOUGH DECISIONS TO BE MADE.

Mornings are easily the most important part of my day, particularly the few moments after wake, it pretty much tells how the rest of my day would feel. This morning had a different vibe to it, I was going to thread about it but immediately fell into a pool of chores after my meditation. Well, I woke up with a feeling, more a hunger to do things differently. I have this thing where I tend to get comfortable and forget that there is always room for growth, so I woke up feeling like I'm being choked with my state of comfort, the comfort felt uncomfortable.

Enough babbling; the point of this post is about the importance of scaling up and adding to one's value. I have always believed in the power of building value, and frequently re upping it. I believe that is the only way to actually have an impact and not just waltz through life without leaving some footprint. I know I don’t want a small life, I’m not interested in conquering the world and and all that fancy stuff but I know I want to build structures that would transcend my time.

Well, it is one thing to have dreams and it is another thing to remember to chase them. I said remember to chase them because it is easy to get comfortable especially when you can afford it. I had a bunch of dreams I have given up on, because I got too familiar with the level of comfort life had afforded me so I didn’t bother any more.

They say the first step to solving a problem is identifying it so it is great that I’m aware that a pattern is repeating itself, I am getting comfortable and forgetting again which is why I am grateful for today, for the thoughts I woke up with. As annoying as it is that my future is entirely in my not so stable hands, I know I can’t run forever. Not if I am still interested in curating and enjoying the life of my dreams.

Something is in the air, with mercury being out of retrograde, it is definitely time for some changes, for a shift to happen. It is time to take a little or a far step into a new future. I held this thought in my heart as I meditated, I visualized the plans I wanted to set in motion and how to go about them.

I picked up my note and I wrote, canceled and wrote again. It wasn’t making much sense and I was feeling stuck in my head so I quickly called one of my friends whom I always turn to their counsel. I told him what I wanted to do and how I planned to move forward, but I needed access to resources and that’s where he comes in. He came over and we talked at length over a bottle of wine and he eased the tension I was feeling.

By the end of our meeting, I had direction and clear course of action I need to take to become a person of more value. I had been expending lots of energies into ventures that aren’t productive, I know things take time but I had forgotten my dreams and chasing after the hype.

Even the constant overwhelming feeling of exhaustion and desperation appears to have arrived at a resolve. I have to be honest, since pausing my law career, I have been struggling with purpose, like constantly trying to do something or another thing because I feel like I don’t know where exactly I should be laying my tent. But the truth is, my dreams have always been the same, maybe not the exact details from when I was in high school and full of high buzz and spirit.

It begins at midnight. This decision to scale up is not going to be an easy one, but with the determination to improve myself also comes an acceptance of necessary hardship. I have to do what I have to do. I don’t want to divulge too much details yet because that’s just me, not until I have set my plans in motion.

I have a history of taking it easy on myself but, I have realized that is part of a bigger problem. Well, if I want something then I have to go get it, after all the violent taketh it by force. I am not violent, but a violent attitude is necessary to plunge myself out of my comfort zone.
I look forward to taking steps into the direction I want to go, to persevere and build the career I want. I have faith in myself, I have the zeal and resources so I think I’m good to go.

Thank you for reading, and thank you for wishing me well. Lol, I’m taking your well wishes by force too.

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