Competent me for sophisticated world

In the darkness of moon
Are the fragile star twinkling
If yes they why their radiance
Can't make through the dusk
Oh my heart, my mind
I am getting smacked
Per day with exotic gloom
Possibly rendering me fade
Oh dear smurfette!!!
Is not the darkness inside you
It belongs to domain
What you are contradicting
Is the smoke wrapping you
But veil your face chiefly
Never entitle it to infiltrate
From your breathing system
As the blood can be filtered
But breath can't be purified

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Thought behind this composition is the depressive feelings which totally wracked me today.

I am done with everything and everyone but did they have done with me too?

Or any other way or seizure they needed to hit me down? Am I the only victim or are they much sharper than me? Who are they, not the masked human beings? They are my own shadows who strive to make me down . Telling me that the downfall you are having right now is your negligence.My guilt who wants to assassinate me each moment.Am I the wrong person or do my intentions always get wrong?

If you want to skip after reading all these tense thoughts you can skip. But if you want to resist them. Come on, here are multiple ways and answers for your queries.

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• Not the last person ;

It's hard to accept the truth that you are not the last person who got ditched, failed or attacked for goodness. No-one is always paid for the right things. Remember no one gets paid fully for bad things too. So why do you have to be decisive for getting this vibe that you are the only one who made this misstep.

In the second case, was that the last person or the last thing which was meant for you? You can't predict everything for yourself. Do you remember the day when you were born, did you anticipate that in future you would be at this stage? So when there is no prediction then why to fight for the person or thing which seems to be abandoning you.

If it's meant to hang around , it should. But if not then let it go. You might get injured in both cases by grabbing the thing/person strongly or after that loss of heartbreak. Injury would be the same but in the first case you have to keep grabbing the stuff with a firm hand.

For how long, with how much blood loss, you can't foresee.

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• Fight for right ;

If you are on this voyage to prove your stability, is this your right?/ Or you are one the right? No one will tell you the difference. Admitting yourself as wrong is easy and as result what you earn is the burden of guilt.

Suppose you are fighting with everyone for your right either for a person or thing will you be able to substantiate it? What if you can't, would you be considered right or a loser? It's better to decipher the difference between what is yours and who else needs to be yours. If you can't find the reply then see the mirror. That standing person requires all the energy but not for fighting, at least for light. This directly means that you are asked for self esteem.

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Not all the losers won but all the conquerors ceased to function. "It's not jotted down for you" is easy to engulf when you are confident in yourself and your creator. You might be suggested to keep up with things but one day they would be lost so why not get rid of them unless they would be cracked one day.

These words are so random the same as the thoughts but mainly written for self satisfaction. What I learnt is to express it, instead of giving torture in the guilt "why me"!!.As you are chosen for the examination , it doesn't mean you have to score excellent grades; only passing the stage would save your expenses. Because not every time promotion is expected or written for you.

What you are asked to do is keep struggling not for being loved but for likeness too. People can love or hate you easily but few are the ones who like you. (For everyone who is in the depression or is broken for making mistake)
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