The Unplanned Journey.

Have you ever woken up with the belief that no matter what happens today, you'll make sure you are happy?

That's the same thing I told myself some years back. I must still be naive... or not.

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I knew exactly how I felt when the sun rose from the East. I prepared for work with the most innocent smile on me, feeling pleased and happy to begin the day. That was before the call came in... The call changed everything in seconds.

Immediately I got to work, I did my duties until my boss called me to deposit money in the bank and also check on some goods before coming back to work. I told him I would have to see my aunt whose place of work wasn't far from where I worked, and he agreed.

On my way to the bank, certain circumstances presented themselves to clean the pure amazing smile that came from my heart, which my face showcased with so much energy, but I didn't let anything ruin my mood. On getting to the bank, I made the deposit after waiting endlessly for my turn. I called my boss to let him know I was leaving the bank after the deposit had been made.

I headed towards where the goods I needed to crosscheck were. Did a thorough job before putting a call to him again as I moved towards my next place to be. Getting to my aunt's workplace, I dropped off some things I got for her and her kid and also discussed some important matters before I finally left to go back to work.

My way back to work was choked with traffic, but I made it on time. I met with my boss and had to give him the full detail of everything that occurred. We were having that discussion when my phone rang, and I excused myself to pick up the call. It was a call from home.

"Hello, what's up?" I said in my usual voice, but the voice that replied to me and the voice I heard in the background wasn't what I expected.

"Hello, are you there?" I asked with my heart up as I kept chanting. "Today will be good," but... it sure wasn't.

"He is dead, Uncle T had an accident, and he is dead." My sister said with pains in her voice as my Mom's voice took over the background.

The call ended, and I laughed. I laughed so hard that my boss asked,

"What's making you happy today?"

"My maternal uncle just died". I replied to him and he was shocked.

"Is he a wicked person?" My boss asked after seeing the way I was laughing.

"No, he is the kindest person on Earth. He will give out his last card to a stranger while he goes hungry. And, he never jokes with his family members." I responded.

It was then it became clearer to my boss that I wasn't laughing because I was happy. My heart hurts so badly that I can't even cry. I didn't know how to at the moment, so I laughed.

My boss told me to go home. It was an unplanned journey, but I had to quickly go home to get some small clothes to take home. It was when I was on the bus home that it hit me a little.

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I didn't cry out, but I did cry inside so badly that the tears escaped through my eyes as I sat close to the bus window. Home was very far, so I had time to think, but I couldn't. Memories of times we spent together filled my head. He had lived with us, and we were close. But after he married, I had not really checked on him, and I hated myself for that.

When I called to ask how he died, my heart bled. I held my chest tightly in pain. He didn't deserve such death if death was coming for him.

He had left home immediately he got back from work with his bike to get something he forgot to get, and that was how death met him. I could have shared the details, but since this community does not allow gory stories, and the fact that it'll be hard for me to type the words without crying my eyes out.

The accident was terrible, and no hospital could save him. It was that serious.

On getting home very late at night, I couldn't eat nor drink. My heart was bleeding, and my eyes, though tired, didn't lose its will to bring out more tears.

If you see tears on your screen while reading, just know that they are mine because it still hurts. Everything hurts.

So, @josediccus, when I said I understood your pain of losing your brother, after the call you got, I really do. I am still sad, and as I had an unplanned journey that day, so did Uncle T. Life took him on a journey he never intended to go.


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"He is dead, Uncle T had an accident, and he is dead." My sister said with pains in her voice as my Mom's voice took over the background.

Hmmm...I'm deeply sorry for this ugly incident. Truly, loosing a loved one hurts badly😩💔 and I hope you and his family gets healed in heart as soon as possible 🙏.

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I am so sorry to hear about your uncle T. So painful I swear. I don't think there's any death that is nice at all but such is life and all we can do is to keep living and carry the memories of our loved ones, keeping it alive.

Accept my deep condolences 😥

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No, death is nice, but they are some, which is cruel. Very cruel that you don't even recognize the person anymore.

Thanks for reading.

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Ouch! I'm deeply sorry for your loss. It's always okay to express yourself. Yeah, one way to heal my pain very quickly is by pouring it out through writing, especially in stories or poems. Does that sound crazy? I don't think so. Just don't be too hard on yourself!

Trust me dearie, losing a loved one is one of the most difficult experiences a person can go through. It can feel like a part of you has been taken away, leaving you feeling empty and lost. Grief can also be all-consuming, making it hard to focus on anything else, the grieving process is different for everyone and can take a long time.

Stay strong and get ready to win! may the Lord heal your pain forever.

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Hehe, it is not crazy at all. We all have ways we heal. Seeing the effect it has on me despite it happening a few years ago is a shocker.

You are right. Losing loved ones turns us into a shell, and it is hard to move to the next phase.

Thank you 😊. I appreciate your kind words.

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Yes, it hurts to lose, especially when the person is dear and a good person too. For me, my brother was the closest. No family member, no relatives, nothing. So mine might just take me forever to forget.

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That's right. I can't understand the level of your pain, but I feel it, too. You are not alone.

Take time to heal. No one will judge you. You have every right to take your time. Thanks for stopping by 😊.

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The heart bleeds when we lose such a special being in our lives and the reactions we have to such news are unpredictable and sometimes strange, our mind is shocked and it is difficult to return to reality at that moment. Strength, resignation and memory.

Thanks for sharing.
Good day.

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Reactions are truly unpredictability in this sense. Thanks for your kind words. 😊

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Balikis, take heart.
This is life and it happens, yes to everyone.
Those memories can't be erased completely but yeah, we just have to move on.

I don't know why all of us decided to use this Call prompt to write about death😢

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We just have to move on with those memories and heal as we move.

Phew, death is part of life I guess.

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I also encountered such kind of situation and I can understand how you felt at that time. I think sometimes some bad news is so bad that we forget how to react based on the situation.

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That's right. Thanks for stopping by 😊.

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It is quite painful to lose someone, especially someone dear to you. I am so sorry you have to go through this, no one deserves to.

Take your time, dearest. Uncle.T doesn’t want to see you sad.

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He sure wouldn't but I forget that sometimes. I just want to let the cries out and feel at peace again.

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It is okay to feel that way, it is inevitable but be sure to go easy on your self.

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This is very sad. I'm so sorry you had to experience the death of a loved one, in this way,Bali. It would have been lovely to have gained some more insight into your relationship with your uncle, through past conversations and shared experience. This would definitely have elevated the story as we could then have understood and empathised more with the extent of your loss. You also mention various bits from your day in summary. Not going deep into any aspects of the story, affects the reader's immersion and connection with the characters/personalities involved. Any parts of the story that are not actually relevant to your story, can also probably be cut.

Thank you for sharing a story from your life with The Ink Well.

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Thanks for stopping by and for your kind words. Points are taken for the correction made for future writings. Thank you.

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Dear @balikis95. I can understand the pain you express for the unexpected death of a loved one. I have been through that twice.
You wrote with a lot of feeling.
Greetings 🤗

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Pain is out there and no human is immune to it. Thanks for your kind words. I appreciate your presence here ♥️ .

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I am sorry for your loss. Life is sometime so unjust by robbing people of their life when least expected, leaving us in so much shock that we even find ourselves unable to mourn appropriately.
The pain of loss is so great only time can lessen it.
Sending prayers your way.

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