A warm greeting to the Silver Blogger community. Here I am today to participate in the contest promoted by #bow in which she asks to tell something about me that seems untrue but it is not.

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Something about me...

To begin I should point out that I started in #hive in 2018, from the moment I started creating content to date I have felt that I am in a very complex world. At my age, it is not easy to keep up with the pace in terms of cryptocurrencies, investments or blockhain. In this sense, I have experienced moments where I prefer to leave everything because I feel that I lose competences. For example, sometimes I get discouraged, I forget about the blog but, I post every day.

I think that the attitude that often invades me may be due to fears. Currently, my fears may be more intense as I am going through the menopause process and can be sensitive at times; this has been a strong influence on my day to day chores.

Believe it or not...

Just as I decide to stop doing things that may be insignificant, at the level of personal relationships I am able to withdraw from friendships if I feel that I am no longer useful to them; little by little I withdraw without giving any excuse. In my case, a simple attitude can make me decide not to bother anymore.

Is this reaction due to hormonal changes? I don't know, but I suppose that without realizing it I have been like this for a long time. It seems somewhat paradoxical but I must also point out that I have an extensive circle of friends, I evaluate the matter and somehow it forces me to seek understanding. Just as I am radical in distancing myself from someone, I can sustain friendships for years. In this sense, he concluded that I am more of a keeper than a distancing person.

With respect to this same attitude, my children are the ones who are most amazed by the way I act. Family comes first for me, I confide my things to them, I share with them and describe my relationship I have with each friend. My children know me as a passive, humanitarian, hard-working, independent, two-sided person I am not a conflictive person, much less aggressive, that's the way my family assumes me and that's the way I really am.

The fact of being radical does not make me aggressive or resentful. I believe I have the ability to know when to be and when not to be. I accept the decisions others make regardless of whether they let me know or not. I can be very wrong with what I think, yet, without taking anything personally, I walk away.

I am a bochinche woman as they say in my country Venezuela. To be a bochichera in colloquial language is to be cheerful, fun, jovial, willing to have a good time, among other descriptives associated with the term related to good energy.

For me, distancing is not synonymous with hatred or resentment. It may be years after I have decided not to bother or bother a friend or relative, but if I succeed again and feel the change of attitude, I can be the same as always and resume the friendship that once united us.

I may be intolerant of contempt. I feel sadness in the face of rejection, and when faced with such an attitude I prefer not to infer anything so as not to get hurt. Based on that fear I avoid feeding my wounds and obviously compulsions. When I feel that I bother someone, my decision, in spite of myself, will be to withdraw without being rude but understanding that I have made mistakes.

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_{Fotos de mi propiedad @belkisa758. Fotografías tomadas desde mi teléfono Samsung A-30}