Kind words, thoughtful gestures, and even TOYS can heal us!

"Feel the Love and Appreciation - it's there!"


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Our youngest sister is incredibly thoughtful, warm, encouraging, and clever. Just when I was feeling the ol' childhood doggerel "Nobody likes me, everybody hates me, think I'll go eat worms," she surprised (amazed!) me with this package in the mail.

Some background: This sister has often said Lori should give me a box of Lifesavers candy every year at Christmas and show gratitude for every day, every year she got to live thanks to the good fortune of me being a bone marrow match for her 27 years ago. Without that transplant, she would have been dead by 1995.

I groused a lot in previous posts about not "feeling the love" and trying not to internalize some of the harsh words Lori was so good at delivering. I won't revisit any of that here.

One sister reached out this week, and it made all the difference.

A stone heart, red jasper, from Brazil.
A vintage (20 years old!) Lifesavers Barbie - who knew this doll even existed?
A card with photos and remembrances from childhood. Like this one:

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I've never owned a copy of this one, and it was taken on my birthday!

"I hope it wasn't too much,"

she said over the phone when I thanked her for this.

As if!

Sometimes, no matter how much we tell ourselves it's ok, we won't dwell on the negative, we'll focus only on the good, we (I) just can't seem to get unstuck from the cycle of dark thoughts.

She broke the cycle for me with #PositiveAffirmations. For her to have found the vintage Barbie online was all the more fitting because she and I spent countless hours of our childhood together playing with dolls in the attic, which we annexed and converted into a doll town, with stores, houses, never a real Barbie (just dimestore knock-offs) and never an actual Barbie car (my dolls rode in a pink bleach bottle with two holes cut in for passengers, and yes, it rolled a lot, never a smooth ride for the dimestore dolls!). So, this doll evoked many years' worth of childhood memories.

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The same day her "care package" arrived, I got a Halloween card from a fellow English major from many years ago.

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Also on the same day, an email from a friend who seldom writes, but whose loyalty and thoughtfulness I "know" even if no words are ever exchanged.

As if to prove how many good things I forget, something sent me in search of old emails, and I came across one from five years ago from an author I particularly admire and love. How blessed I am, how very fortunate, to get emails from novelists like her, messages like this:

THE MAGIC OF MAKING A START

Concerning all acts of initiative (and creation)there is
one elementary truth, the ignorance of which kills
countless ideas and splendid plans: that the moment one
definitely commits oneself, then providence moves too.
All sorts of things occur to help one that would not
otherwise have occurred. A whole stream of events
issues from the decision, raising in one's favour all
manner of unforeseen incidents and meetings and
material assistance which no man would have dreamed
would come his way. I have learned a deep respect for
one of Goethe's couplets: "Whatever you can do, or
dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, magic,
and power in it. Begin it now."

-- W. H. Murray,
The Scottish Himalayan Expedition

Did you ever see Wings of Desire, Wim Wenders's film
about angels among us? {City of Angels with Meg Ryan and
Nicolas Cage was the American version.) I believe it. I
believe there are angels. They're here, but we can't see them.

Angels work for God. It's their job to help us. Wake us up.
Bump us along.

Angels are agents of evolution. The Kabbalah describes
angels as bundles of light, meaning intelligence, conscious-
ness. Kabbalists believe that above every blade of grass is an
angel crying "Grow! Grow!" I'll go further. I believe that
above the entire human race is one super-angel, crying
"Evolve! Evolve!"

Angels are like muses. They know stuff we don't. They want to help us. They're on the other side of a pane of glass, shouting to get our attention. But we can't hear them. We're
too distracted by our own nonsense.

Libby McGugan was born 1972 in Airdrie, a small town east of Glasgow in Scotland, to a Catholic mother and a Protestant-turned-atheist father, who loved science. She enjoyed a mixed diet of quantum physics, spiritual instinct, George Lucas and Steven Spielberg. Her ambition was to grow up and join the Rebel alliance in a Galaxy Far, Far away. Instead she went to Glasgow University and studied medicine. As an emergency physician, she has worked in Scotland, in Australia with the Flying Doctors service, and in a field hospital in the desert. She loves travelling and the diversity that is the way different people see the world, and has been trekking in the Himalaya of Bhutan, backpacking in Chile, USA and Borneo and diving in Cairns.

Read more about this extraordinary woman here: Libby McGugan Interview
by Paulfcockburn
and watch her talk about the power of positive thinking in medicine here:
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Thank you, friends,

Thank you, my little sis,

and may we all "feel the love" and know there is goodness all around us, no matter how many shadows the dark things might cast.

Funny how this image includes the "holistic healing" tag - on a vintage Barbie doll!

Toys can heal us!

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You are a lifesaver, lil' sis!



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I am so happy to read your update. What a kind and thoughtful sister that you have. I think the God was reading your heart and knew that you needed a bump today. I was one of the lucky ones and I was gifted a Barbie doll, but I was probably around 8 / 9 years old, by my father on my birthday. I also never had a Barbie doll car. I used to covet the camper. I did use my Breyer's collectible horses as steeds for my Barbie
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The dollhouse was far above my reach and I never even wished for one because I knew it was an impossible thing. I've always been fascinated by miniature things so dollhouses and miniature cars and things like this will forever fascinate me. I used to write stories often of miniatures who came to life.

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Miniatures who came to life!!! Did you read The Borrowers? I loved those books and insisted that my dolls came to life at night. In their little town. You had Breyer horses....!!! What treasures! I can't access your image but Barbies and Breyer horses sound like a great pairing to me. :)
Our dad built us a very basic dollhouse out of plywood. We made furniture out of velveeta cheese boxes, pop-tart boxes, fabric scraps, other found items. Looking back, it was a better way to play than being given all the glorious, richly detailed, realistic, but PLASTIC toys my own kids got. But we also helped them construct their own habitats for dolls. With samples from home improvement stores. And of course we bought the miniature furniture (this stuff is not cheap!).

Thanks for reading and commenting and sharing your own childhood memories. Toys are like holy icons, to my mind....

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Yes I did read The Borrowers! I loved them too. Come to think of it you stirred up memories and I made my own furniture out of cereal boxes and empty toilet paper tubes. You're opening up the brain synapses which is probably a great thing at this stage of the game 🤪

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Cardboard doll furniture - you too!!
How many other pleasant childhood memories lie buried beneath the detritus of the years.... let's keep excavating!

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Great post! How am I missing your posts?!

Your lil sis and you are sure on the same wavelength.

That Barbie is the best! Holistic healing, though? You're probably the only person who noticed that.

(I always wanted one of those pink cars. My favorite Barbie was a country Barbie. She wore overalls and a red and white blouse underneath. One of my friends stole her overalls.)

Off to listen to Libby

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