Fragments! [Poems of Delirium]

Fragments!

What would you feel like
If you forgot a few keywords!
Such as "I love you"?
How would you feel?
If you forgot how to recognize
your living room, your toothbrush,
your own face? Huh!

Everything, anything!
I think of suddenly disappears.
A new-comer of this horizon told me
They're called Dissociation Disorder.
And it's not unknown to me
that I strove so hard for social "fame"
and still here I am now?
Everything fades into white.

I read deeply the treatments once more.
The psychologist wants a long recovery plan,
But all I can ever remember is: "Adaptation".
So I called the manager around.
At least, these fragments could pose a 'pendulum';
Comfort for my hands and
feet-still clumsy enough for rejection
like all the young and fresh ones
Who's cheering for homeland pride!

With 💙
@chrysanthemum

[The image is an AI generated stuff from Midjourney.io]

Enjoy.....!