A View From A Different Lens

In the last post I talked about losing someone close, but with no much talk about her age. Btw she's younger than my mom and mom is still young and agile.

The drawing point of the matter - I now see my mom in a different lens and the recent incident was a big part of the plot cause the deceased also has kids just about my age so it makes everything kinda sad to hear they won't be having their mom around ever.

so now,

I feel like I could never love her(my mom) enough before time runs out. Judging by my new lens, all my emotions and feelings are heightened with more love and compassion towards her.

because it seems.
Anytime we drown in people not giving enough love back we waste precious time to share.

My mom is a busy woman and I admire her for her good faith towards making sure we all have a good life even if she doesn't spend much time with us she's always going to talk care of our needs.

everything is now in order so she doesn't have to do anything and now she's suspecting I might be onto something like asking her for money but she has no idea that I now see her from a different lens filled with more unconditional love for her hard work and care.

I pray the dead find peace and her kids get taken care of and have a better life.
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until next time