I Call Her Pumpkin

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One thing everyone has experienced in life is first love. We all have different experiences on this. Will I say my first love was aching. I feel like I could have done much better back then, because going back to those memories always make me want to cry. My first love was eight years ago, I was fifteen back then. Haha I lack experience about love and relationships, to me I believe there was nothing like heart break in love.

That day was Friday when I first saw this beautiful girl. Seeing her light skin color increased my heartbeat for I had never seen such an angel looking girl. She has a black hair and a sweet smile on her face. I still recall the first time we saw each other. I could still remember my heart beating fast when we were together in a room and she was looking at me directly. We were seating in that room staring at each other as she moved in front of me and gave me that sweet smile.

I was really a shy type haha, it took me three months before I could pick courage and talk to her. Finally we became best friend, and nothing much happened because I wanted nothing. I was having deep feelings for her and she didn't know I was falling deeply in love. My friends in the neighborhood noticed something was going on between us, and I always feel bad when she is with someone else. What finally broke my heart was the day she told me her family was living and she was not sure if they will be coming back.

Is been two years since she left and I have not heard from her and my feelings for her were fading away but I still felt some memories in me. Now she is back and I know she misses me because it is she that came to my house and gave me a kiss, actually that was my first kiss. My love for her grew stronger everyday. Her name is written in my heart, because her life was mine. She gives me joy and makes me laugh. She was the first love and the girl that makes me know the meaning of love. I call her Pumpkin.