The Passenger

The Passenger

One day I'll be free but nothing is working

What released me before does not anymore

I'm humbled mighty lord what more do you want

All I have now is pain and experience

What could I possibly do with this, what good

Time itself is my greatest enemy

My soul now underwater slowly drowning

When will my nightmares become realities?

My greatest fears that I never imagined

I'm simply just a passenger in this life

There's no controlling this invisible war

Will my mind finally break, will I rise?

Today I could die then what, no purpose known

Are we born with our fates because it feels so

I think in my current condition my mind is still a bit fried but I would like to express myself in some way. I have been undergoing some pretty extreme treatment to deal with some chronic pain I suffer with. I finally am starting to have hope. I have a unique condition similar to Fibromyalgia but much much worse...
I honestly thought the other day I was going to die after I had a severe reaction to some new medication. I completely hit rock bottom. This is some thoughts I have presented as a sonnet


Congratulations @cryptoknight12! You have completed the following achievement on the Hive blockchain and have been rewarded with new badge(s):

You distributed more than 37000 upvotes.
Your next target is to reach 38000 upvotes.

You can view your badges on your board and compare yourself to others in the Ranking
If you no longer want to receive notifications, reply to this comment with the word STOP

To support your work, I also upvoted your post!

Check out the last post from @hivebuzz:

Hive Power Up Month - Feedback from May - Day 15
Support the HiveBuzz project. Vote for our proposal!