Paralized by Choices

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Yesterday was a shit show for me and my mental health. I napped 3 times during the day and I did not feeling any better after any of the naps.

I did nothing

Not doing anything throughout the day on purpose is an idea I can get behind.
But feeling captured within my own mind and struggling to make any decision the entire day is not fun.

I don't have these days often and I am grateful for that, but then when they comes I don't know how to handle them. It does feel a bit like being depressed for 1 day, very strange.

On days like these, I don't eve feel like watching any YT and I watch a different stuff, like Science, World News and something like Mindcraft, but nothing can satisfice me on days like this.

I have the feeling that stuff like YT and my laptop have something to do with it because I would love to anything else than sit in front of my computer often, but I am not sure what to do beside that, so thats properly 1 reason I feel a bit overwhelmed by all of the choices I have and therefor I end up doing nothing at all.

Paralized by Choice

Having ADHD is also not helping at all with controlling the mind and the ideas thag pop into my head.


Last thing. Kudos to myself for writing a post about Solar Panels yesterday though.



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I know how it feels at PTSD to the mix and it really is frustrating at times.

Hopefully you have a better day today

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Adding PTSD to the mix, seems like a worse situation :/

I am honestly feel pretty good today. 8 hours of sleep does wonders :P

Thanks, hope you have a good day aswell buddy :D

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Yeah it's definitely not easy for anyone. We should all have compassion for it the challenges that everyone faces.

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Ye, 100% everybody have their bagages.
But a lot of people with bagages don't have any respect for others, so thats sad :c

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It is sad but you have to just send up a prayer that they can take a second and see the world beyond just their problems.

That's why I try to be kind to others because sometimes being nice friendly helpful has really impacted other people's life.

I've had people offer me compensation and I've smiled and refused and said thank you just pay it forward and watched people melt down. The fact that somebody would help another person out and then smile and say thank you pay it to the next person you see that needs help...

It is a hard thing to not have hope and have your problems pressing upon you so heavily.

And it's also another reason why I have puppy dog because he definitely helps keep me smiling and happy

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Having a puppy sounds like a really good idea :p

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Yep absolutely having a puppy dog is the most amazing thing ever.

Having a service dog has absolutely changed my life and made PTSD as well as all my traumas quite a bit less.

I now have an important responsibility love and care for this amazing puppy dog.

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Cute :p

Thats good buddy!

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Absolutely I wouldn't trade it for anything.

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