6/28/23

Work was once again, a really boring nightmare. Started off okay, but the mind numbingness of it all really gets to me.

Its kind of nuts, like sure I'm making money, but it seems WILDLY unfair and weird that doing this job allows me to like, live. Whereas, blogging doesn't. I KNOW that sounds nuts, but if you had my job I think it'd make more sense. My job really does not contribute anything to society. But still, I get to live by doing this pointless activity. Truly and utterly mind boggling.

'It's the economy bro, we live in a society....' LOL.

There is one co worker that I think I'm becoming friends with. Which is cool for the most part. But friend might be a strong word. It's decent though.

I've been doing some push-ups to distract myself from this weird, sort of awful existence. Pushing till it's quite painful, to failure. I used to do a lot of pushups with ease. Still fairly good at them, but it's kinda nice to do them and try to get back to where I was or better.

I'd love to build some muscle. I honestly think I've got fairly decent genetics when it comes to building muscle, and it would be nice to like, actually build myself up a bit. I need free time too, and money to feed myself I guess. I don't want to get insanely massive I don't know. Those goals don't seem too likely too soon, but I'm thinking about it.

I really miss my son man. Hive on folks.