THE UNSOCIAL ME: A narrative of my other side......

Hello #frenz I bring you gracious greetings from my end, I'm glad among thousands others to be part of these week's prompt that speaks to us, a revelation of our true personality and identity.

I recall a day I was seated beside my aunt in an uber ride and she said something I wouldn't forget in a hurry, she said "she can't seem to get along with me" she can't get that connection between us, and I was rather shock and disappointed at that point because this is someone I've always vibe with, talk, laugh tried to make the atmosphere lite and good, but when she said those words I didn't know what to think cause all these while I thought we were on the same page.

I had to throw that in cause of the last quest in the first prompt, "being unsocial how does that make you feel", I know a lot of people around me that would say that but couldn't get the word out of their chest, I know, I can feel it, see it through their body Language, facial expression and gestures

I am more of an introvert person than an extrovert, maybe cause of how I grew up, I rarely mix up with others, I don't have much friends , may be one or two that are very close to me, all through primary, and secondary school even up to university, that's just my person, I don't like crowd, rather be with a few that can understand and relate with me on a personal level, I am more of me when I'm alone, back then I couldn't speak well in front of many people because whenever I do, they will either make mockery of my talk and I'll be so ashamed, but I have like a dozen words in my diary keeping up with events and future plans.

Most of my friends are Friends of friends, mostly get to know them through any of my friends that's because I rarely socialize, if I should maybe go out I just seat quiet and observe things, since my pen is my closest buddy I do more of writing down my thoughts and pen down furture plans.

I'm particularly interested in my small circle of friends, that's where my extrovert side of me come alive, so alive I can be extra jovial and carefree... The reason is this, once I feel this sense of connectivity with you, like there's a level we reason together, on the same page?.... I really love it, I need to feel this sense of closure and relation with every person I come in contact with, I feel people can be with you but them their hearts are far away from you, wine and dine and the next minute they can turn against you....

I love been unsocial cause I think my privacy is respected, people know you, for what you stand for, your principles, likes and dislikes are respected and as a principled person I know there's a cause-effect relationship with every thing we do, so I'm often careful about what I do out there, because of the consequences, I highly treasure my reputation, and I don't joke with what I say, that's because I'm a man of my word I mean everything I say and I do everything I mean

Thanks for having me
@eminentsam48