Mi cabeza está arriba pero la quiero abajo"

"Me levanto cuando quiero desmoronarme,
Soy esa chica que es extremadamente dura pero nadie es consciente
Soy esa chica que se pregunta si me notarán
Soy esa chica que amará todos los corazones pero siempre romperá el suyo"

"Soy esa chica que tiene miedo de ser feliz porque no termina bien Soy esa chica con
algunos buenos amigos.
Soy esa chica que más se ríe de sus propios chistes.
Soy esa chica con estándares muy bajos"

"Soy esa chica que te colgaría, te devolvería la llamada y se disculparía
Soy esa chica que nunca se va de tu lado
Soy esa chica que se desvive por animarte
Soy esa chica que cree en el amor pero esconde mil sentimientos"

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Clink, Clink, Clink! The sound the lighter made, as she sparked it on her cigarette . She sat on her wooden chair to reflect on her life, and she could just picture it burning away like the cigarette she was holding.

She has been forced to deal with all of her problems alone for some time, and as a result, life has become a roller coaster ride without a seatbelt for her.She has always been a dependable and powerful woman. For her, the ideals of life, such as love and happiness, appeared to have vanished.

Moving from one unsuccessful relationship to another, being hurt every time, and resolving it on her own without assistance.But this time, she's had enough of attempting to handle it herself. She considers who to write to her best friend because the emotions are too hard to bear.

She chooses to write a poem to him to express how her life has changed and how falling in love has caused her to feel emotionally tormented in a way that is contrary to how she usually feels. The poem reads: