STILL SCALING THROUGH IT ALL.

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Life hasn't been an easy one, as a child I thought that everything would go smoothly for me, I was going to be in the best school,be with my parents, live with them, not having to lose anyone, even though I know death is inevitable, but here I am , being the bread winner for my siblings, I lost my elder sister in 2023, lost my mom the following year, almost lost my own life this year , But God said no, "My Daughter, You Will Live To Pocess Your Processions" I never thought that I would be where I am today, one thing I am grateful for is life itself, despite everything that has happened to my family, Grief has a way of teaching you things nobody prepares you for how to keep moving even when your legs don't feel like they belong to you anymore, how to smile for other people's sake while still carrying your own storm quietly, i have learned that strength isn't the absence of falling apart, it is what happens after, the getting up part.


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Because of this happening, I have struggled alot in this young age of mine, this is something I have never thought of, but here I am today, Some days I still ask myself how I am functioning, how I wake up and do what needs to be done when my heart is still healing from losses that never fully leave, but I have realized that you don't get to choose the timeline life hands you, you only get to choose how you respond to it, And I have chosen to keep standing, even when standing feels like the hardest thing to do.

But I think now I'm ready to do something different, I'm back to hive and after much persuasion to come back, I am here, I just like the fact that I wasn't forced , I just decided it was time to come back and do something different from what I'm usually used to, this decision means more to me than people might realize, it's not just about writing again, it's about choosing myself again, choosing to create instead of just survive, it is a small step, but small steps are still steps forward.

Life isn't still perfect and I have come to accept that, I just hope that it will get easier with time, that's my prayer and I believe in that so much, and even on the days when it doesn't feel like it's getting easier, I choose to hold on to that hope anyway, because hope has carried me this far, and I trust it to carry me further still.

Thanks for Stopping By.

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Thanks for sharing your experience with us!
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This post must be awesome because a member from @thealliance has decided to show it some extra love! We like to run around the chain and show people they are appreciated — like you! Keep up the great work and we hope to continue to see you on Hive. Have a spectacular day!

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@harbeegail...

As I read through your post, I can see you've had quite a challenging life.


"I lost my elder sister in 2023, lost my mom the following year, almost lost my own life this year..."


After reading your introduction post. I see that you are cousins with @yechee; I would imagine she might have suggested my community? Regardless, I am sorry to hear of the passing of your elder sister as well as your mother. I am going to tell you thank you for posting in my community. I look forward to seeing what other journeys you share with us. Keep that positive attitude... it could be contagious!


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Edit: I apologize! I stated the wrong person being your cousin @harbeegail. I meant to say @treasuree!

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Your mention of my name on this post called my attention, and though I'm not a cousin to her(It's Treasure), I feel moved by her story and I truly empathize with her.

She's a strong young girl and I hope she never loses her will for life. Thank you for supporting her. We love you. Xoxo.

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@yechee...


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I do that a LOT lol. I get so wrapped up in helping that I sometimes forget who I was thinking of... So many folks that need some inspration. I will edit this....

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Haha, doesn't sound like a bad thing to me. Oldies forget much more than we the youngies. The most important thing is that you’re thoughtful enough to think of someone.

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I'm not going to lose my free will, if I would have lost it, it would have been two years ago, but I'm here . Thank you

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Oh she's my cousin, thank you for the tag.
I'm just glad she decided to come back again, because she's one strong person I know.
And I wish and pray that all things works well for her in the long run. That's all my prayer right now

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Thank you @wesphilbin
My cousin is Treasuree, she introduced me to Hive, and this Hive has helped my family in the past through my cousin, I know she solicited for funds for my elder sister's medication back then, I'm sad all those money couldn't save her, still God says in all things give thanks, and thanks what I'm doing.
I will try to keep my posting regular, and thank you again for the welcome. And sorry for this late response, I teach in a school, so it's draining in a way especially with resumption around the corner.
Thanks again

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Hello dear, I read through your post and it feels awful to realize that you have gone through so much as a young girl. Clearly, it's been a lot for one person but you've persevered till this point. Do not give up, there's hope for a better future.

I pray you're forever comforted and ease comes to you abundantly. Sending you hugs.🫂

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