Nobody Really Cares||Love Yourself
Life is a mystery in itself, life is far beyond what we can comprehend, the things we don't see and can't control is far bigger and more superior than the things we can see, feel and touch, our senses are only limited to the physical, since no one knows tomorrow or have the slightest clue of what is to come all we can do is walk like blind men, one step at a time, no matter how well you plan the outcome is highly still probable to change, we only have as much control over a small fragment of the bigger things, the rest is left to fate.
the older we grow the better we know, we can look back at our past lives and literally see the actual foolishness in our actions and in actions, I atimes pause and play the records in my head and sincerely wish I knew better, probably my life would have been better, I would have gone really far, made several mistakes, times and seasons have passed, years gone, yet still I am willing to try over again harder this time.
I pause and i reflect i have truly found out the hard truth about life and that is just live your live, do the things you truly love and care about, things that makes you excited, joyful and fulfilled, no one has forever
the harsh reality is that whatever it is that you do, it's either you annoy someone or makes another happy, it's one of those terrible mistakes that I have made growing up, I was very meticulous, careful, thoughtful about my every moves my actions and in actions first of all how it affects others what they feel and think of me, it's like I was living my whole life seeking for validation, some sort of approval for acceptance.
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I could go totally out of my way to do anything for anyone even if it hurts and cost me greatly, there are days that I have sacrifice my own peace of mind, my comfort, I have place my self on the line for others simply because I don't want to hurt anyone I wanted every one around me to be happy and okay little did I know I have left myself. the truth is, it's never possible to please everyone, you must step on one toes to make another happy, why some out there singing your praises, some others are somewhere raining abuses and curses on you
the truth is in this life just do you, people will not like you, people will not applaud you, they will laugh, made mockery of your effort , they will beat down your struggles, this is what i truly have come to realize at my age looking back memory lane and putting together everything that has interplay in my life thus far
LIVE YOUR LIFE 100%, NOBODY REALLY CARES.
When you take a group picture whose the person you rush to see first, yourself right?, that's how life is, everyone thinks of themselves first and foremost
i was in dare need of money to do something, I reached to a friend of mine, he told me plainly he has 10× of the amount i was looking for but he can't give 1 part of it, cause he has it under strict budget, at that moment I thought of myself in his shoes, I would have given my friend the money even tho it was under tight budget, that's how selfless I can be but I knew better now.
I use to allow this bother me alot, why is nobody reaching out to me, how I'm holding up, how things are with me, meanwhile I've been the only one always reaching out to them, the truth is I have lived my life for others instead of living my life for me.
and so I have realize, I've learned, that tho people don't care, it's no one's business, I mean people care more about themselves first and prioritize others based on thier level of benefit, doesn't matter what they say, think or feel about you, continue to do you , by the time you succeed, and at a financial level that's when they will come around, for now don't bother just keep at it till you make it out big, I have made mistakes and I've learned, I go again harder this time.
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