Our year's achievement- LOH 110NB

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Happy new month fams, hope this new month gives you what you wished for

Though the older we become the more experience we get, the more lessons we are taught, and the closer we gets to the cold hands of death

Each year has it's own lessons to offer
Academically we were asked to sit at home for reasons best known to them, so this year had much of home experiences

Fell in love last year unfortunately, I used that word cause it ended in tears the normal saying by everyone. The pains really got me maybe cause I was dumped by a text or would have been worse if it was right in front of me either ways there was nothing I could do

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Spent months being depressed, I cried alot tho recalling the whole thing seems childish but he was the first guyy I ever loved maybe that's why I really felt down.
Barely ate or left my room, my parents got pretty worried had to take me back for my baking lessons said it was for an upgrade just to leave home, it never did help me in anyway cause was mostly absent minded didn't interact with people still.
Everyone said I needed therapy cause I didn't open up even to my mom if I did I would have been buried long ago.

During Easter break I had to move on just took it as a life lesson maybe he wasn't supposed to stay long for some reasons, secondly my siblings were gonna be home I didn't want more questions and being mocked by them is something else, had to be my own self therapist, wrote things down if my thinking got worse, enrolled for violin lessons to get my mind clear I really needed to be okay.

I still believe love is a beautiful thing even tho haven't been in another one since then for special reasons. Maybe the whole thing that happened was to make me stronger. My moving on was literally an achievement for me didn't think I will in a way.

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I literally wanted learning how to trade, my teacher got sick so I didn't complete my classes learned just a few you things. You could say I wasn't really interested yeah maybe.

I didn't want to stay at home no more went to work for my aunt, I got to learn that humans are the most complex set of beings you can never satisfy them no matter how hard you try, they will always complain is just part of us probably. It was really had serving people cause I am a type that could blow up anytime but I literally give kudos to myself for being able to hold up, I got less rude, learned to ignore people alot.
Maybe I didn't achieve much this year but learning how to deal with humans really got me . Cause it has helped me cope with my parents and really ignore them.