Y cuando estoy a punto de rendirme siempre me sostienes "Abba" cover @itzchemaya 🇪🇸/🇺🇲

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Hi Hiver's sorry for the days I sometimes disappear for a while.
I was working from 7:30am to 8pm I would get home making dinner for the kids and lunch for the next day, I usually went to bed at 11pm cleaning and leaving everything in order; I would get up at 4am making breakfast and getting the kids ready for school and high school.
A neighbor would help me take them and I would leave for work at 6:20am because it was an hour's walk away.

It was a very tough routine and quite exhausting but I am very grateful to God for all the good and what he allowed me to learn and understand.
Carlitos started college in Caracas, he has done well and soon he will be working part time in the same area, as a scholarship holder, which makes me feel very proud.

I was able to take Isaac Daniel to the doctor again and the good news is that his height has increased more than expected and they have already increased the dosage.
The other thing is that some values are elevated and he has to be even more careful with his diet.
Although I do what I can, it is still not enough, I have to try harder.

The news that worries me is that I have to gather the other part of the treatment 🥴😵‍💫 because the ampoules will last me until mid-December due to the increase in the dosage indicated.
Isaac was very sick last week with a condition that seemed viral, but due to his delicate health it ended up as bronchitis which worried me a lot.
I felt too guilty for not being able to be with them since work did not allow me to be with them.

Isabella studies in the morning and Isaac Daniel in the afternoon, and when they are free they spend most of the day without my care or attention.
The girl began to change her character a little bit, and I was extremely exhausted when I got home without the possibility of doing much.

I started thinking about the little value that is given to motherhood, when we provide all the care and attention to our children, how difficult it is to do well the work at home and work outside the home, because even if they deny it, mothering is a full-time job, super exhausting and demanding that no one pays or thanks, because they see it as a duty that is born with us, the worst are the comments of any "backward" "who sent you to be a mother", "you can do anything", "you are a lazy if you only work at home" "how careless, you work outside and with whom you leave your children," etc..
It is incredible how unprotected we mothers are in society and even more so single mothers.

Anyway dear Hiver's, many things have happened that have been really hard, a situation with my little sister that has me very worried, mom out of the country trying to accompany her in those difficult moments that many women go through, then on Monday our dear grandmother Alicia died and I could not go to see her 💔 that was the straw that broke the camel's back and left me with a wrinkled heart, I rethought many things, I confronted some and I reconciled with others.

In the midst of those beaten emotions and disordered ideas I understood that being without the muse and practically without my children for so many days was killing me inside.
They apart from God are my refuge and company.

I still don't know what will happen but I am certain that a miracle will happen and I will be able to fulfill the desires of my heart.
I will be able to get a job that will allow me to earn well and have enough for my son's treatment, to be there for them without neglecting them and also to be able to help my mother and my sister who need it so much.

That is why with so much love I give you this beautiful song by Majo Y Dan "Abba", which has helped me to get up in these hard moments when I feel I can't go on any longer.
I hope it will be a blessing for each one of you and help you to keep going and not lose faith.
🙏🏽✨

Video Oficial/ Official Video

"Abba"
(Majo y Dan)
Yo no busco perfección
Ni la gran ejecución
Mi deseo eterno ha sido
El tener tu corazón.
Hijo, deja de intentar,
No hay más nada que ganar
Todo lo que tengo es tuyo
Vuelve a casa a descansar.
He puesto la mesa, el vino y el pan.
Hijo, regresa a la intimidad
Te llamo de regreso a mí.
Yo no dejo de esperar,
No me canso de llamar
Te soñé desde el principio,
Te amaré hasta el final
Ya no hay más condenación,
Solo hay gracia y hay perdón
Tú conoces el camino que
Por sangre ya se abrió
He puesto la mesa, el vino y el pan.
Hijo, regresa a la intimidad
Nada que hagas cambia mi amor.
Hijo, complaces mi corazón.
Te veo y me complaces
Nos regresas al principio,
A donde todo comenzó.
Abba, Abba,
Vengo de regreso a casa
Abba, Abba,
Solo en ti descansa mi alma
Abba, Abba,
Vengo de regreso a casa
Abba, Abba,
Solo en ti descansa mi alma
Abba, Abba,
Vengo de regreso a casa
Abba, Abba,
Solo en ti descansa mi alma
Abba, Abba,
Vengo de regreso a casa
Abba, Abba,
Solo en ti descansa mi alma
Abba, Abba,
Vengo de regreso a casa
Abba, Abba,
Solo en ti descansa mi alma
Abba, Abba,
Vengo de regreso a casa
Abba, Abba,
Solo en ti descansa mi alma
La puerta está abierta.
Solo en ti... descansaría
Y mi yugo es fácil, ligera es mi carga
Vuelve a mi abrazo, vuelve a tu casa.

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video editado en CapCut e Inshot, La traducción al inglés es cortesía de DeepL.}😍🙏🤗🌼

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video edited in CapCut and Inshot. The English translation is courtesy of DeepL.}😍🙏🤗🌼

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