A picture is worth a thousand words

It was not easy for me to get to this point, why is this happening to me.

Who will help me now that I am being send out of school?
I know if should call my father, he would not even listen to me, chai!, I am finished.
How would I be able to face my younger ones, when the grown-up to realize that I was sent out of school, for being a member of secret cult.

I know the will not understand that cult is just a group of people with the same beliefs, nothing more, but will i able to live on like this?
What should I do to myself now, okay! I know what to do,

I will go and learn tailoring, but do I have interest for this work, at all?
Why is my life turning into, I didn't know joining a cult would make me leave school, if not i shouldn't have joined it in the first place.

Sobs......