Hello beautiful community

Hello dear friends I hope you are great this day, I come from a very hectic weekend, complicated where I was sick, down going through a very strong depressive moment feeling very bad about myself, without desire and with thoughts that hurt me by always listening to everything that people around me think of me without realizing that the only voice I should listen to, the only one I should listen to is myself, the only one whose opinion I should care about is mine, the only one I have to overcome is myself, the only one whose opinion I should care about is mine and I want to talk to you about how this weekend I was able to stand up once again and understand how to ignore all those harmful comments that do not contribute anything positive and start listening to what my heart has to say, listen to myself and feel happy in the process of overcoming my feelings.

This weekend I had an experience with a very strong depression, where I felt so depressed that I spent all this weekend with insomnia, without eating, without sleeping, without enjoying that I ended up in the hospital, because I only thought about what everyone thought of me, I have been at home and I feel a little useless even though I know that I try to do many things but at the same time I feel sad that I can not do anything to execute them, I always hear things like I do nothing, I do not achieve anything, people outside my house think that the only one who works is my husband and I do not contribute, I do not study, I do not do anything and I am only locked up taking care of my children something that I know is a complete lie, people think they can give their opinion because of the little they can see, they only talk about that little part of our lives that we show but they do not realize what actually happens.

I have to take care of my children at home, take care of them, make food, study, publish, make my makeup or paintings, I make tiktok videos and look for ways to make my business little by little, I continue to acquire knowledge, 4 years ago I left my nursing career and I want to take it up again and I feel bad about it, I want to continue studying the need to have a degree in my hands is getting stronger, but in spite of this I managed to finish my diploma in cosmetology and pharmacy, people believe that I do not try, that I do not fight, that I do not make an effort, only I know how much love and dedication I put into everything I do, I make cakes, piñatas, make-up, paintings all despite my visual impairment and nobody notices that, nobody sees that and I get tired of waiting for the applause of others when I only need my own.

People do not realize how hurtful and harmful their comments can be or that small but pulsating opinion that we never ask or request and so enough, enough of listening to everything that others have to say about you and it's time to listen to myself, to know that who I must overcome is myself, overcome my fears, I will never stop fighting and trying, soon I will have my Spa, I will have my necio and I will continue to share with you family because this makes me very happy.

This weekend was full of feelings, but seeing the love and joy that my children give me every day motivates me, inspires me and gives me strength to overcome everything that comes and for them and for them is that they are every achievement, every effort and all my love, I want to thank you for staying to read and give me a little bit of your time, see you in a future publication, I hope you liked it.