ABOUT LOVE A LITTLE

This Love thing was not originally designed for the way it's going for some people, it swept some off their feet. It brought some into bright light and it sank some into a pit of disgust, relentlessness and distrust - The sure time majority of us found love was actually with the first person we felt infatuated with, it wasn't actually love because we never understood were it will go or how it should go

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ABOUT MY 1ST LOVE

It was that time in time when I started to feel and see what a woman's true beauty was ... Just around my Junior secondary school days I guess I should be 13years old. We've known each other for long though (THEY WERE NEIGHBORS) for more than 5years already. As kids we played, ate together, read together and even fought 😅. (Rosemond 🌹 was her name and she was the first Daughter to a pastor and she had 3 Other siblings) it was that time in our life we started trying out new things. Kid is turned Teen already so he aught to have a GF, I decided to give it a shot as she's becoming beautiful in my eyes - I thought she loved me too so it would be a direct YES, But her reply was that she'll think about it. As I have known she'll sure give me a Yes! ... I wasn't wrong when she came some days later and she decided she will be my girlfriend (Odogwu has arrived 😎). I didn't waste the time I told my Best friend (OVO) and some times we'll plot means on how to spend time with her.

THE LOVE JOURNEY

What did we even know we'll be doing in RELATIONSHIP at such tender age, I had no plans and direction she was still in junior sec like me and we were just roaming about in love. We still shared food, played but we stopped fighting (Lovers don't fight 😁) but we still do some relationship stuffs like hugging, long talk, holding hands and even kissing at times. As time grew we fell deeper and deeper into this Love and it didn't take long before Big Mom noticed my behavior and hers. She warned me very well but like we know, love is blind
CIRCUMSTANCES DIDN'T SEPARATE US - OPPORTUNITY DID= My love got lucky and her name was short listed for A scholarship to study abroad, it took a little while before she left but those times while she was around we spent more time together Made promises and confined more on each other - MY INSTINCT TOLD ME IT WOULD END LIKE WHAT I SEE ON NIGERIAN MOVIES BUT I DECIDED TO LET THOUGHTS FLOW --- And to my greatest surprise it did - Rosemond traveled to Norway, we took things to Facebook. I'll be using my aunt's phone to chat her up, tell he jokes and keep things going. Until the deal day...

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HER LAST WORDS💔

We took just a little break for about a month where I couldn't reach her and the next time we spoke she started acting up and there was a day I just had to ask her. What's happening with you ? Is there something I should know she said No Nothing that all is fine, but deep down I know it wasn't. Till I had to confront her another time and she told me

that word struck me like a bolt of lightening, but I just had to act up and I was like I haven't been waiting for you. And I guess that was the last conversation we've had for about 11 or 12 years now😔. It was never my intention for things to go that way but it just did and I had no one to hold accountable or blame, but it sure changed my wiring and till date I have never trusted the stay ability of any woman. I just let things go smoothly and if they choose to turn their back on whatever we share I know I can't be hurt again.

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MY WISH

Honestly speaking I would have been super happy if I and Rose ended together but I can't question reality, but after then I have loved though and also found great people around ... but we can always forgive but forgetting the hurt is where the issues lyes (SHE NEVER APOLOGIZED AND I'VE NEVER SEEN HER TO FORGIVE), and I hope things works best for us all Soon... Thanks for coming around and till we meet on The Street of the Hive platform please do well to Stay safe and Love with more Care @khingstan will always Care 🤴✌️