Poetry awakened my unforgettable feelings - Loh #130

Everyone falls in love sometime in life. Some people express their love, while some people love unilaterally and remain silent keeping their heart's words in their heart.

Have you ever loved anyone?

Yes, I can understand that on hearing the name of love, a picture must have come in your mind of the person who you love for first time.

I realized this and I knew, it's been a long time since we parted, but the memories of him are still fresh in my mind. Years pass and I think I have moved on but then suddenly, he and his memories come to mind. Have you ever thought why this happens?


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They say that the more innocent the first love, the more true it is. So friends, today I am telling you those things, from which you will know why a person cannot forget her first love.

Recently I read a poem in one of my family magazine which lands every Sunday at my home. The poem was in Hindi and it is ...

काश मैं अस्थायी रूप से अपनी पीड़ा आप तक पहुँचा पाता।
मैं तुम्हें नुकसान नहीं पहुँचाऊँगा।
लेकिन मैं यह सुनिश्चित करूँगा कि आप जानते हैं कि इससे कितना दर्द होता है।

आप ही वो हैं जिसने मुझे सबसे आनंदमय जीवन और साथ ही सबसे दुखद जीवन दिया है।
जितना मैं लायक था, उससे ज्यादा तुमने चोट पहुंचाई।
इस वजह से मैं अपने आंसुओं पर काबू नहीं रख पाया।
जब आपने मुझे प्रस्ताव दिया तो आपने मुझसे हमेशा प्यार करने का वादा किया था।
लेकिन मुझे कभी यह एहसास नहीं हुआ कि "हमेशा के लिए" वास्तव में बहुत कम समय को संदर्भित करता है।

तुम अवश्य ही वहाँ आँसुओं में होंगे, जैसे मैं हूँ।
आप मुझे उतना ही याद करते हैं जितना मैं करता हूं।
मुझे तुम्हारी उतनी ही जरूरत है जितनी तुम्हें मेरी है।
आप मुझसे ऐसे बात करना चाहते हैं जैसे कि मुझे...
तुम्हारा दिल मेरे लिए वैसे ही धड़कता है जैसे मेरा तुम्हारे लिए धड़कता है...
फिर क्यों प्रिये, यह अनचाही दूरी?
मैं यह बकवास जीवन नहीं जीना चाहता; यह परेशान करने वाला है।
हनी, मुझे अपने साथ ले आओ।
मैं बस आपके बगल में सोना और जागना चाहता हूं।

मैं तुम्हें अपने पूरे दिल से प्यार करता हूँ।
हर रात, मैं तुम्हारे बारे में सोचता हूं ...
आप ही हैं जो चीजों को ठीक करने में मेरी सहायता करते हैं।
जब मैं रात को सोने जाता हूं, तो मैं आपके सपने देखता हूं।
जब मैं अपने तकिए को कस कर गले लगाता हूं, तो मैं आपके बारे में सोचता हूं।
केवल एक ही मैं बिना लड़ाई के हार नहीं मान रहा हूँ।
क्या आप अभी भी मानते हैं कि मैं तुम्हारे बिना जीवित रह सकता हूं, बेबी?

मैं तुम्हारा नाम और तुम्हारा चेहरा भूलने की कोशिश करता हूं।
अपनी आवाज भूल जाओ, अपनी हंसी भूल जाओ ...
आपको पूरी तरह से भूलने की कोशिश करें और अपने चुटकुलों, अपनी सलाह, अपनी देखभाल, अपने प्यार और अन्य सभी चीजों को भूलने की कोशिश करें।
लेकिन अंत में ऐसा लगता है जैसे मैं खुद को भूल गया हूं।
तुम्हारे बिना, मैं क्या करूँगा?
तुम मेरे लिए सब कुछ हो, और तुम मेरी एकमात्र आशा हो।
कृपया वापस आएं और मुझे भालू को एक बार फिर से गले लगाएं ताकि मैं आपको कभी भी जाने न दूं...

It was the first time you felt any feeling for some one special and felt your heart beating so fast. It was the first time you came to know that love takes you into that world of love where everything seems perfect and the mind just gets lost in it.

This was the first time you felt so much energy inside yourself. You may have met someone in school, coaching or somewhere else who changed your life. Now that relationship may or may not have lasted long, but those things will remain in your heart and mind as a memory.


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It was the first time in life when I didn't know what I wanted to do or it was the first time when I wanted nothing more in the world than just being with him. But as soon as he left, he took away all your emotions from you.

Maybe, I am happy with where I am today, but some loneliness at heart still haunts me. I know for sure,the one who has gone will never come back in my life. That's why this is also the main reason for not forgetting him.





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Love is a very sweet language of the heart, it brings in so much of joy and feelings of gratitude and abundance. Even if it ends, momentarily there will be pain but as time goes by and wounds heal and when you look back you see yourself smiling to that experience.

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Thanks @nainaztengra to show your feelings. Yeah it was hard to forget an impossible love relationship because I just didn't want to forget it. I even refused to start another relationship for this reason alone. In this situation I was not in denial.

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Hey, it's totally okay to have the memories of a past love resurface. What is important is to own the memories and be kind enough to allow yourself move past it.

They say that the more innocent the first love, the more true it is

I don't quite understand this part. Could you help me understand?

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I feel when we experience first love, we are often inexperienced and naive, which can lead to a sense of innocence and vulnerability within the relationship. Due to this, it makes us more forthcoming and truthful about our feelings, which in turn will enable us to express those feelings more openly and uninhibitedly.

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You were a guy in your introduction post, why are you a female now? What's going on with your profiles? Are you here yo milk upvotes?

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Please don't get misunderstood. My family members also write the posts. We have written many posts in LOH earlier. If it is not ok, I should have got informed earlier also. If there was any doubt, shall I not get a warning?

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