[WE 135] What older me feels

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I love listening to music and different music bring different feelings and feelings are meant to be expressed but sometimes some feelings can not be express with word and that is where music comes in.

This particular song "OLDER BY SASHA ALEX SLOAN" is a lovely song and the lyrics is somehow touching because it is genuine. Everytime I'm listening to this song, it makes me love and appreciate my mother so much.

The lyrics are amazing with some good message that goes deep into the heart. When I was younger, there are somethings that I expected my mom to do because I thought we was suppose be be able to do but this lyrics make me think back to those times.

The older I get the more that I see
My parents aren't heroes, they're just like me

The older I get the more I realized that she was actually trying her best but just that her best are not showing and that I was somehow hard on her. She hardly buy things for herself but spend all her savings on us but at times we want more and never get satisfied.

We never know how hard it is to get money but when I started working myself I know it is not easy and at the same time they gave us the love they never received and you know how it feels to love someone and the feeling is not reciprocate, it hurt so much and when she said

And loving is hard, it don't always work
You just try your best not to get hurt

There are somethings we don't know when we are young and my mom always says "you are just a child" and she never wish for us to understand because she can not bare to see us going through what she have to endure whenever I said I never wish to be like that.

I swore I'd never be like them
But I was just a kid back then

I never know it was hard on her too, she was just trying to be strong for her children and I wish she live longer to reap the fruit of her labour. The song makes me love her more everyday I listen to it.

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