Knowing Deeply :A Freewrite

He knew just how much he liked her. But he carried around that stupid mentality of

“I’ve already made the mistake of making you fall in love with me back. But I'm an awful person and I'm bad for you. So it’s in best interest of both of us that I leave you forever” 🤦‍♂️

Like as if the person doesn't see that you are not perfect..

And he was so drawn to her. Even when he totally had no idea that it was the girl he had ghosted right after they fell in love over emails.