Old art - reposting

This is one of my old digital art from a few years ago. i just stumbled upon it today and thought of sharing it again.
i can't believe i used to draw like this. somehow i have lost touch with my artistic side.
it feels like i forgot how to draw. i mean i still can draw, its just i don't seem to have any patients when comes to drawing.
i lost that feeling of wanting to draw and make something as perfect as possible for me. i mean look at the strawberry and the details, look at the eyes, if you look at my art now, you won't believe that this was drawn by me.

what happened?

Used Reference Image for the drawing.