¿Lo Soñé O Lo Viví? (Esp-Ing)
Una noche me acuesto a dormir con el pensamiento de que extrañaba aún amigo bastante que hace tiempo no veía. Esos momentos momentos donde extrañamos a alguien, recuerdo que todo esto paso en temporada de diciembre por lo que llamé a mi amigo a ver si él viajaba al pueblo ya que yo tenia planeado visitar a mis padres y los padres de él vivían cercas de los míos, nos contactamos y él me dice que sí que el viaja en cuatro días que incluso él podia pasar por mí ya que el iba en su nuevo auto y como teníamos tiempo sin verme queria hablar conmigo y ponerse al día, sin embargo yo no podía viajar todavía tenía unos compromisos y
yo me podía ir pero en 5 días le pregunté que si podía esperarme y me dijo que no ya que el viaja porque tenia una sorpresa para todos incluyendome pero que el me esperaría para hablar y no adelantar la sorpresa hasta que yo llegara.
One night I went to sleep with the thought that I missed a friend I hadn't seen for a long time. Those moments when we miss someone, I remember that all this happened in December season so I called my friend to see if he would travel to town since I had planned to visit my parents and his parents lived near mine, we contacted each other and he told me that he would be traveling in four days and that he could even pick me up since he was driving his new car and since we had not seen each other for a while he wanted to talk to me and catch up, however I could not travel since I still had some commitments and I could go but in 5 days I asked him if he could wait for me and he said no since he was traveling and he told me that he would not be able to wait for me since he was traveling in 5 days.
I could leave but in 5 days I asked him if he could wait for me and he said no since he was traveling because he had a surprise for everyone including me but that he would wait for me to talk and not advance the surprise until I arrived.
Me emocioné lo acepto hace mucho que no nos veíamos y prácticamente nos criamos como hermanos, ademas que estaba intrigada por esa sorpresa tan grande que me tenía, recuerda que desde ese mismo día comencé a preguntarle que sobre la sorpresa y no pude sacarle ninguna información. Pasaron los días y recuerdo que el cuando viajo dejo de responderme para mí no fue sorpresa ya que al llegar al pueblo es poca la señal que tenemos, al quinto día ya era 26 de dici así que yo me levanto de madrugada para irme eran más de 9 horas de viaje así que quería salir lo antes posible. Emocionada porque después de varios años iba a ver a las personas con las que crecí, Llegando al pueblo comienzo a escuchar en la parada algunas personas que hablaban sobre un funeral, recuerdo que en mi mente solo pensé (a quién se le ocurre morir en esta temporada y dañarnos las navidades). Me voy caminando hacía casa de mi mamá y a lo lejos se podían ver las personas que estaban en el funeral recuerdo que dije (y de paso es cerca de mi casa así que estaremos de luto) mientras más me acercaba pude notar que las personas estaban en la casa de mi amigo lo primero que pensé fue en su abuela ya que era una persona mayor.
I got excited I accept it, it has been a long time since we had seen each other and we practically grew up as brothers, besides I was intrigued by that big surprise that he had for me, remember that from that same day I started to ask him about the surprise and I could not get any information out of him. The days went by and I remember that when I traveled he stopped answering me, for me it was not a surprise because when I arrived to the town there was little signal that we have, on the fifth day it was already 26th of December so I got up at dawn to leave, it was more than 9 hours of travel so I wanted to leave as soon as possible. Excited because after several years I was going to see the people I grew up with, arriving to the town I started to hear at the bus stop some people talking about a funeral, I remember that in my mind I just thought (who would die in this season and damage our Christmas). I am walking towards my mom's house and in the distance you could see the people who were at the funeral I remember I said (and by the way it is near my house so we will be in mourning) as I got closer I could notice that people were at my friend's house the first thing I thought of was his grandmother since she was an older person.
Cuando estaba llegando dije (bueno antes de ir a dar el pésame voy a ducharme y cambiarme ya que tengo muchas horas de viaje, llegue a mi casa salude hable con mi madre y le dije (voy a bañarme y nos vamos a saludar al lado para dar el pésame, ademas quiero ver a mi amigo me tiene una sorpresa y no me la quiero perder), ví la cara de mi mamá como extraña sin embargo no le preste atención me cambie y recuerdo que antes de irme ella me convenció que comiera algo, al terminar le dije vamos pues me miero de la emoción por ver a mi amigo son muchos años sin vernos. Cuando íbamos saliendo de la casa y solo teníamos que cruzar la calle para ir al velorio mi madre me dice ( ¿tu no sabes quien es el difunto?, yo solo le dije ¡no! Me imagino que es la abuela ya que esa señora estaba bastante mayor, ella me mira con los ojos llenos de lagrimas y me dice( estás equivocada, él que murió fue tu amigo, ayer cuando venía tuvo un accidente y se mató) en ese momento sentí como mi mundo caía, como mi alegría se apaga y de un momento a otro la felicidad se fué. Mi madre solo me tomó de la mano y me dijo vamos que te están esperando, la madre de mi amigo esperaba por mí, recuerdo que al llegar me abrazó y comenzó a llorar, pero yo solo la abrazaba yo no podía llorar sentía como si mi cuerpo estuviera en modo automático. Veía como todos lloraban pero yo no hacia nada.
When I was arriving I said (well before going to pay my condolences I am going to take a shower and change since I have many hours to travel, I arrived at my house I greeted my mother and I told her (I am going to take a shower and we are going to greet each other to pay my condolences, besides I want to see my friend he has a surprise for me and I don't want to miss it), I saw my mom's face as strange, however I didn't pay attention to her, I changed and I remember that before I left she convinced me to eat something, when I finished I told her let's go because I was so excited to see my friend, we hadn't seen each other for so many years. When we were leaving the house and we only had to cross the street to go to the wake my mother said to me (you don't know who the deceased is? I just said no! I imagine it is the grandmother since that lady was quite old, she looked at me with her eyes full of tears and said to me (you are wrong, he who died was your friend, yesterday when he was coming he had an accident and was killed) at that moment I felt my world fall, my joy was extinguished and from one moment to the next my happiness was gone. My mother just took me by the hand and told me come on they are waiting for you, my friend's mother was waiting for me, I remember that when she arrived she hugged me and started to cry, but I just hugged her I could not cry I felt as if my body was in automatic mode. I saw how everyone was crying but I did nothing.
El funeral paso, yo recuerdo que para a pesar de que ya no hubo ninguna fiesta de fin de año era como si no hubiese pasado nada, mi cerebro seguía sin analizar la situacion, sin darse cuenta de todo lo que estaba pasando. Llegó el momento de volver a la ciudad, tenía que trabajar, recuerda que pasaron varias semanas y una noche llegué de trabajar y al acostarme fue que sentí como si me volvieran activar, volvieron los pensamientos de ese día y fué ahí donde entendí que perdí un amigo casi hermano recuerdo que me causó mucho dolor y comencé a llorar, todo eso que no hice en el funeral lo hice esa noche, tenía tantas preguntas que solo podía llorar y así me quedé dormida.
The funeral passed, I remember that even though there was no more New Year's Eve party, it was as if nothing had happened, my brain was still not analyzing the situation, without realizing everything that was happening. It was time to go back to the city, I had to work, remember that several weeks passed and one night I came home from work and when I went to bed I felt as if I was activated again, the thoughts of that day came back and it was there where I understood that I lost a friend almost brother, I remember that it caused me a lot of pain and I started to cry, all that I did not do at the funeral I did that night, I had so many questions that I could only cry and that is how I fell asleep.
No sé si fue porque me quedé dormida llorando o si fue verdad, tuve un sueño bastante real donde estaba mi amigo y el me decía (no llores estoy bien, estoy tranquilo dile a mi mamá que no se preocupe por mi que estoy bien), yo al verlo comencé a llorar y solo lo podía abrazar en ese momento aunque tenía mucha ira y preguntas pero en eso momento solo alcancé a decirle (te amo y lamento no haber estado para ti cuando lo necesitaste). Él me dió un abrazo y lo sentí tan real y tan caluroso que no sé cómo explicarlo, luego de eso desperte pero sentí una paz que no puedo explicar, el dolor seguía en mi pero era más llevadero. Desde ese entonces ya no he vuelto a soñar con mi amigo aunque todavía me preguntó, ¿Lo soñé o lo viví? Se sintió bastante real.
I don't know if it was because I fell asleep crying or if it was true, I had a very real dream where my friend was and he told me (don't cry I'm fine, I'm calm tell my mom not to worry about me I'm fine), when I saw him I started to cry and I could only hug him at that moment although I had a lot of anger and questions but at that moment I only managed to tell him (I love you and I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed it). He gave me a hug and I felt it so real and so warm that I don't know how to explain it, after that I woke up but I felt a peace that I can't explain, the pain was still in me but it was more bearable. Since then I haven't dreamed about my friend anymore although I still ask myself, did I dream it or did I live it? It felt quite real.
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