Beginning of a Journey

Life is unpredictable, you never know what's coming for you. I guess, I have written several times about many things in life that I experience, and have said many times about the ups and downs, I have always felt like it reduces the burden I carry with the unpleasant things that I experience, also the happy ones get doubled once I share with others.

Things are gonna change, by a lot margin, I have already started to adapt to the coming changes. But, that's gonna be an official seal mark, there is no way around it. Good, bad, or the worse I must deal with that without any explanations.

I am not sure if I will be able to complete this without falling asleep and waking up for a new day, ready to adapt to the changes, or if I will leave this unfinished, but whatever I am willing to post this, as a line of this part or that. Wanna mark this day on the timeline of the hive. Hive has always been the best part of my life, and still it is, I hope to keep this one embraced as long as I can and it wants me. It has backed me when I was at my worst, pulled me up, and made me stand on my own. Still, it is helping me to move forward, I am in its debt forever. I don't know how much I have given back but I do know it's nowhere close to what I have got.

Why am I acting like this without telling the exact scene? Actually, I can't, lol, sorry for that. But I do know that's an important day and I do seek well wishes from you guys, lots of them I need.

I don't know where I will be after a year, or after five years, or ten, or when and how I will die. But I know some things will be forever, I just wanna be happy in those intervals of life, I don't want myself to regret past decisions, I wanna be proud of making the right decisions at the right times. I want to be here, to laugh, to be happy. As I always say, I wanna live, not just survive somehow. I really wanna live to the fullest, and that's how I do it for myself I guess, a little bit of risk, a matter of permanent decisions.

I guess I must stop now, time to go to bed, I want the next write-up to be a satisfactory one. Till then bye-bye, see you. Keep me in your prayers, I do wish the best for you guys as well.