Break of a Week

I am not as active as before; life has been going through some hard times, ups and downs, with strong winds. There are lots of things to write about yet I lose the urge to do that as some things are better to throw in the trash without even looking back; that's what I did. Yet, some random thoughts to be expressed from last week's hassles.

📸 Stanisław Gregor

Waiting is one of the least prioritized things I wanna do. I just hate it, especially when I don't know the exact time of the activity that's going to take place I am waiting. For example, I won't mind waiting five hours, knowing that it's going to happen at that moment. But looking at the clock and being anxious about when it's gonna happen, will this be executed now or gonna take some more time, that tense moment where we don't know what's coming and waiting for the uncertain arrival is what bugs me the most.

It's Friday, an off-day everywhere. But I had some tasks to complete that were postponed previously. And there is another task that I will be helping someone, but that person is also dependent on someone else's arrival, a doctor. So when he is going to be free, and the turn for my person comes is totally uncertain, they are getting delayed over and over again for their turn and here I am counting the hours that I will be called suddenly, and I must go then.

Concentration is hard to get, and once picked up, it's just a part of habit, a good one. I am struggling to have that. The whole day passes away while attempting to do something, which gets hampered over and over again due to many unnecessary obstacles.

It's Monday; I intended to complete this on Friday but got delayed once again, which shows how distracted or busy I am right now. I thought I had completed and posted this already, but when I checked, I found out it was just halfway. Actually, I had an event to attend and had to travel throughout the whole day. That was an amazing experience, I must admit. I gathered lots of knowledge and some guidelines to move forward.

There, I understood that learning is a never-ending process, but we should never just keep on learning solely; we must have some full-stops to implement them practically and gather the lackings to fill them up next. Right now, I am just stuck in the learning process on and on, so I thought of giving it a break for now and on the way to see how far it can lead me to pave the next steps.

So yeah, I hope to be active again, just like before, to keep track of what's happening around me.
Have a nice day,
Take Care!