Colourless
Hello People,
Its kinda weird to see how life goes on. I'm feeling like on a competitive exam, every day I'm on a quest, standing before a problem and waiting patiently to crack it. Living with the rewards for cracking each problem successfully, actually.
I do remember clicking a similar picture almost two years ago, could be more but not less than that. That was an outdoor picture, daytime, and this one is around 12.30 AM at my table.
In both scenarios, I clicked pictures of a pair of roses. In between the dots, life drastically changed. It's almost 2.00 AM now. I was blanked for almost an hour before starting to write this blog post. I was having flashbacks of an eternity that I have passed.
The reason behind starting this writing is to clear up the thoughts I'm having, to state the changes that took place in such a short period of time, or such a long time that got passed like no time. Life was thrilling. I remember taking risks that no one around me would dare to take. But now? I barely take them, even though I do double-check with each and every step of mine, so it doesn't backfire on me. Life got so fragile,
You may be wondering how I started and where I'm heading. True, actually, with this image, there should have been some love stories, some moments, some writings filled with love, and all. Actually, it is about love, to showcase how love has changed, kinda faded away on the piles of life stress, wings got broken, moments lost their color. Kinda depressing, right? Hell yeah.
So the picture was taken as I brought in these roses, planned a surprise, along with a letter that I wanted to speak of to make her feel special. Nothing fancy, I do remember the same date and incidents years back, moments were so colorful and chilling. Who knew life would get so unpredictable and messy? Well, things are getting better, hope to get things normalised within a month or two. The main thing is, life has gone way beyond my capability, need to get a grasp on life as we move forward.
So yeah, this was it. Sometimes, some things do trigger us and takes back down the line from where we do see differences and kinda get stuck. Mental breakdowns hit harder than physical ones, and I'm getting hit on every day.
Have a great day,
Take Care.