Hectic Day

Whenever I think of getting relieved that things are getting better, in the very next moment, I will be placed before the opposite. This morning, no, the past couple of days, it was very charming and comfortable, things were giving a positive vibe to me, but here today, I have faced a kind of the biggest mismatch. Facing the troubled situation that wasn't meant to be released today, amidst a vast number of people, why its always me to suffer like that, or people are going through way more shit than me? I don't know.

So the thing is, before today, I had done some maths in my mind, regarding lots of stuff; there are always some negative values in these maths. But suddenly, out of nowhere, there are some values that take the negative values to even bigger numbers and make me panic again. Something like that happened again, whatever, I'm used to it, life has been getting frustrating like this on and on.

📸 Annie Spratt

Due to the ongoing conflict between Iran and the USA, as the world's oil and energy supplies have been disrupted, here in my country, the government has taken some initiatives to be more efficient in saving energy. One of the initiatives was to reduce the working hours in govt and non-govt offices by one hour. One hour might seem tiny from eight hours of daily routine, but that's a start, right? But what the management did was they didn't perform their formal procedures, and just before the end of the time, they said, "We didn't get the written approval yet from the higher authorities." It's like the government has announced, but the little government in each and every office couldn't perform their formalities, lol. We were all pissed off badly; one hour wasn't an issue, but the actual issue was transportation.

For example, if all the offices break at 5 pm, then we can go hurriedly and easily get our transportation. As time goes on, the rush keeps increasing. Now, if we all get to leave at 4 pm, and we get delayed, then we will get stuck in the rush and jam. Dhaka's traffic works mysteriously. We left after 30 minutes, and that kinda glittle bit of hassle as well.

Was expecting a comfortable nap after I got home, but don't know how I ended up staying awake doing this, this, and that. Nothing that serious or productive, yet the time passed out of nowhere, and here I am, sitting in the middle of the night, fingers on the keyboard and eyes on the screen. Sipping on the mug of coffee that I just made, the plan is to stay awake for two to three hours; furthermore, before I go to bed, I have an office tomorrow as well.

So the thing is, good, bad, expected, or unexpected, life keeps going as the daily clock is ticking on and on. Its kinda hard to keep track of time, like a rush, if things aren't taken wisely, then the suffering are a must to pay with.