Tropical Island!!

Tropical Island? Lemme first tell you that I would definitely wish to have someone whom I love. Why? Coming to that in a moment. First of all, I am assuming that the island would have minimum opportunity to survive, to live until I die due to old age, not by any other means like the place is not suitable for survival, lack of food, and fear of carnivore animals. If I see that it's impossible to survive there then I would choose to live alone and die there. But if it's suitable to survive, though it's hard, still I would choose to have someone by my side, my beloved, why? Lemme demonstrate.

There are moments when I am chatting with her and suddenly fall asleep, usually my phone is always in a silent mood, so no matter how many phones and texts she sends I am fast asleep. And when I woke up, I would see her so panicked that her pressure hit the higher bars. I don't know why she can't even calm herself that I am at my home, even if I get sick all of a sudden my family is there to handle it. This is the level of her overthinking and panic. There were multiple nights when I fell asleep in the middle of conversations and when I woke up in the morning, tons of messages and calls. And there she is, on the other side, completely messed up while crying and tense if I am okay or not.

Once I switched off my phone after a quarrel, trust me, she was hospitalized due to a panic attack. This is the level of her insecurity about me. After that day, I never switched off my phone nor did I stop conversations in the middle no matter how bad the quarrel was. I know things will turn the other way and she will get sick.

Now imagine what would happen if I landed on a tropical island without her. She will be dead even before me. You may find it a no-brainer or exaggerating, but I am the person who was a stone-hearted that got melted because of her. I won't be able to survive thinking how she is managing or suffering here, all alone. Nor would she be able to live, when she says that I am her whole world, she actually means it. So why on earth would I suffer there all alone and let her live here a lifeless life? She wouldn’t desire that as well I know that too.

If I assume the situation is vice versa, I would happily join her on a tropical island if she is trapped there. Whether we survive or not, it would be more peaceful to die together than to live a lifeless life.

Is it getting too dramatic? I asked her this question as well normally, and she responded the same. If you say that she loves me blindly, you are correct, to her I am the whole world, same goes for me as well. Will it fade away? It didn't in years then when it would? So yeah, I would love to be on that island with the person I love. We would find our way to survive till we die.