Resetting

This is my face when I'm upset, it's the same face I've always had, but it's unhinged when I'm upset.

My system loosens up, the brain gears stop, there is an overheating, even some steam escapes from my ears.

I'm slow to get annoyed, I even try to arm myself with patience so as not to, but there are situations that overtake me and the overheating begins.

When I say that I try to be patient, I mean that the amount of patience that came from the factory was small compared to others who have more than I do.

When my husband sees me upset, he asks me: _Why do you have that face? To which I reply: _It's my face!

But he knows me, he knows when something bothers me, he realizes that my face is unhinged.

As for my patience, I can't say that I have run out of patience over the years, because since I was very young I have been known for my patience.

I remember when I was in high school, I understood math classes with certain ease, and my friends admired me for that; however, when they asked me to explain, the conflict began, since I tried to teach them the way I understood it, but it was not easy for them to learn, and from the moment they told me: I don't understand! I would start to feel a fire rising from my stomach, my breathing would become agitated and my tone of voice would change.

I really have little patience....

There are those who think that just because a person is intelligent for some houses, they are intelligent for everything else. I am the proof that things are not always like that.

The fact that I understood mathematics did not mean that I also had the pedagogy to teach.

I didn't know the name at the time, but I was sure that I didn't have that quality, and I still don't, it didn't come from the factory.

Once I finished high school, while I was waiting to start college, for a few days I made a substitution in a school, and the supervisor was delighted, and even thought that this was my career path ... Nothing could be further from the truth, the poor woman did not know what she was talking about. Hahaha! Hahaha!

I think that some people are in a bad mood and are not fully aware of the cause, my husband sometimes tells me that sometimes I get upset just because I do, sometimes because I don't, sometimes just in case.... He says it jokingly... I think...

The fact is that women are hormonally sensitive, and although people see us working mechanically, or doing our routines like robots, there are days when we are more sensitive than others, and although on the outside I try to smile, inside sometimes I am not functioning well and the internal conflict causes a certain bad mood.

Men, even though they are not as sensitive to hormones, can also become unglued at times. Some men still think that they should avoid showing that they have feelings, but you can see in their face how unglued they are.

My recommendation is that we should be kind to each other, each person carries their own sentimental burden even if they want to hide it, and that should also be respected.

In my case, when I feel that situations overtake me I try to give myself the time and space to let off steam, so I can reset my operating system and start over.

Everyone has their own way of doing it, writing works very well for me.