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Maybe I do have a childish attitude. When Ber-months arrived all I could think of was Christmas. Simply because I really love the celebration of it. For me, it's like a magical feeling where every human being is happy. It feels like Christmas tells me to be happy and not worry.

So when Ber-months appeared, obviously, in the month of September. I will feel excited for Christmas to come. I can already feel the reminiscing feeling even though I'm feeling it over and over again like every year. The memories I had before when my father was still alive will return. It's a little bit sadder because life will not always be the same. It's alright since I already knew that life is like that. Sad times and happy times come because that means to live.

They said when you get older the happiness you'll feel will become lesser. For me, it's not true, nothing changes and even death is not a pleasant thing to think about. Maybe because I want to live and live, I can not just believe that there's an ending. Oh, sorry about it, it should be "joy" right so let's skip that drama.

Because of the joyful feeling that Ber-months gives to me. Most of the time I made myself busy preparing for a longer preparation from the moment the celebration comes. Well, I'm thinking of doing many things. A family gathering with food and giving gifts to the people who are dear to me. I suddenly remember my only Goddaughter. I've been giving her a present every Christmas. Even though I don't have a job before I made sure to give her one. It's not much but the feeling that I can give her is enough. I hope she was not upset about my present because sometimes I'm embarrassed if she would like it.

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There are a lot of minds that are Ber-months to me but the precise word for it is Joy. I can't help it since I was thinking that all people are enjoying Christmas. It's like the cold wind that starts in the month of September gives a soothing feeling that everyone should be happy as well.

As a Filipino who is growing up with an old tradition that Christmas is the biggest celebration every year. I could not help myself but hope that Christmas will soon happen. I said earlier that I'm like a child who loves the spirit of Christmas. From this month forward, nothing comes to my mind. All I know is a different joy that Christmas gives when Ber-months started.

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ABOUT ME

_{Paul is the name but prefers to be called mrnightmare that feels like living in the dream. A country boy and a dreamboy (dreamer) who likes to stay in a small village even though it means abandoning the future to become a seaman. The passion is writing but not sailing in the vast ocean. Don't wonder if the face will not be shown, this is better where the words can flow smoothly. Come, you can tell me your stories and I'll tell you mine. Together, let's explore the world by broadening our thoughts. If you need a shoulder I can lean you mine and I hope I can lean yours. The world is fun when living is not being alone but with someone.}

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