Facing another trial of my life.

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It's been years that I felt this and being inside the four walls of a room having a color white background. I never thought that I'll be admitted again. And I can't stop thinking and asking...

Why now?
What's happening this time?
When will this be over?

Today, I was admitted in the hospital due to so much pain in the right side of my stomach. I am thinking it might be appendix. I felt the fear of everything but I kept on praying.
The pain started yesterday. I thought it's just a normal diarrhea or whatso because some of my board mates experience but I didn't have bowel movements, only pain I felt. So much pain that I can't almost endure. That's why I decided to go home. I went home together with my cousin. When I came at the house, the pain is already unbearable the reason I hugged my mom and sister asking them for a help. I throw up and was so pale that's why my decided to bring me in the hospital. And here I am.

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We waited for the result. I kept praying that everything are just fine. I kept praying that hopefully it's not appendicitis but my prayers wasn't answered. The result was out and the doctor said I need to undergo operation because my appendix was already open (Pumutok na daw). I was trembling and crying. It may be sounds gay and weak but i just can't help it because I know my parent's situation. We need to find 14,000.00 Pesos for the operation. I just don't know where to find it because my father don't have a work same with my sister who's struggling now. I know she's crying now for my situation, our situation. I don't want to be a burden but I don't know why it's happening.

My sister told me that I should not withdraw my first month earnings here in Hive, but I don't have a choice but to withdraw some of my earning for my hospital bills and other medicine to buy. I hope God will answer my prayer that we can find 14k pesos for my operation. I am sorry for giving my parents so much pain and problem this time. It was like a throwback when I had experienced having a dengue the past 4 years. But I know God is good, he will not neglect and left me in this kind of trial and difficulty that I and my family were facing. I will still be strong. For my hive journey, I will still continue and I will do my best to make it through as I win this problem that I'm facing.

That would be all everyone because I am having a hard time typing and my stomach is still painful. I just don't know when will I undergo an operation. I am just here looking at my mom who's with me. I don't want seeing her in pain because of me.

Thank you for reading my short post today.



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Mayu unta maka agi namog kwarta dong oy ,paita gi duy jud tas panahon ron ba.
Sige lang ampo lang gyud ta.

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Kamusta po? Napili po namin ang post na ito sa aming curation ng MCGI Cares(Hive) community. Nais po namin kayo na anyayahan sa aming community na nag aaral ng salita ng Dios.

Maaari rin po natin i-follow ang aming Official Facebook page

Keep doing the great job po ❤️

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I hope you'll feel better soon. I was not able to welcome you when you joined Hive but I'll be praying for you. I hope you can raise the money soon for the operation.
Pagaling ka!

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I wish you all the best with the surgery !!

We would like to hear you soon again singing for some Hive Open Mic entry! 🎶

Get well soon!

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Buti naagapan ka. Delikado yan lalo na pumutok na. Adding you to my prayers.

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I know what you’ve going through now is not really easy when you need to prepare for the operation as well as the finances needed. I know God will provide my friend. My prayers are with you. All is well. God bless you.

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I believe God will provide all your needs. He will work in mysterious ways, claim it because with God nothing will be impossible. I hope you will undergo an operation in the soonest possible time. Lumaban ka @nhaz01 and I hope maging successful ang operation and you will feel better soon. Pray always.

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