Illusions ....

I do not always buy fast food first because it is healthier to eat at home and second is a way to save, but once a year is not bad, my son was in charge of the purchase and I decided to wait in the square, I had in my hand the helmets that we use when we go on a motorcycle, at that time the child in the photo comes to me with the innocence that characterizes them I think they had something like 4 years old tells me that if I can put the helmet for a while I agreed and lend it to him he was happy his illusion is that when he grows up have a motorcycle and a helmet, we were talking for a while.

This boy at his young age has an illusion the hope of growing up and fulfill the dream of having his motorcycle with his helmet dreams that in his innocent mind had already been created, at that time his father called him, he is the son of the man who sells orange juice in the square and he accompanies him to work, life is full of illusions some are fulfilled others are simply broken, how many broken illusions we have not spent in the course of life? Or how many illusions have come true?

On the way home I began to remember moments where my illusions were broken, and others where they had a happy ending, when I got home my niece was very sad it was mother's day and she lost her mother to cancer when she was 7 years old, now she is still a child she is 13 years old and already experienced a difficult time I really could not find how to comfort her, I had no words I remember that she and her sister until the last moment had the illusion that her mother would be healed that was their hope although it was not real because of the severity of the disease, how fortunate are those people who overcame a terrible disease and still complain instead of thanking that life gave her a second chance.

When I got married I had many illusions that were broken one by one it was not easy to overcome the disillusionment that in this case was accompanied by feelings like sadness, pain, frustration etc, and when a new illusion is born they say the famous phrase it's not you it's me, I have problems at work can you understand me? you know that I appreciate you are words that shakes your emotions and born that knot in the pit of your stomach that you know that there is no hope that everything you dreamed and desaste just died the illusion was broken into a thousand pieces.

When the pandemic the covid 19 plus the confinement suffering from that virus you feel you die my illusion was when all this happens and as soon as they lift the restrictions I go to the beach to breathe pure sea air I always had that real illusion that everything will pass in this opportunity was fulfilled I remember it was for my birthday I did not think twice so I went to enjoy the benefits of the sea.

There are illusions that escape from your hands as diseases however there are some that are overcome when you change the attitude with which you face it or when a sentimental relationship fades that hurt if it is true no one has said otherwise, that there are people who suck that are a stone in the shoe is also true, but there are illusions that you have to make them happen by placing objectives and goals in the short, medium and long term with effort, if you want a family, a car a house visualize and that nothing and no one will take away and break your illusions.