Beautiful Sunday - My Easter Sunday Sentiments

about 1 month ago

The quiteness and calm Sunday morning, I was sleepless, the fall asleep for a while but suddenly I felt someone wokee up like dreaming but those dream were so blurred. I couldn't understand how to imagine it when I woke up. I tried to balance my feeling, my emotion and everything to keep me alive but numbness visits my veins, my entire body, my mind, my heart and soul. But I always find a way to fight it back and gained control.

What destroyed my day when I missed you all! It was a sudden sadness. Don't judge me, but it was really true.

One reason I was sad last Sunday when sandstorm attacked us and the white nest fall down on the ground. What made me relax when I saw the two tiny eggs intact. What I did was connect it there where it was being made by the bird. I cried, honestly.

I found them on the floor. I hope the bird will find their home that I renovated.

Blacky New Kittens

She gave birth with 5 kittens, 2 black, 1 orange, 1 black and white and orange with black ,like mother.I was sure they were 5 baby cats but when I checked them again, I found.
4 kittens only.

I was shocked. I felt sad again. The daughter of my boss told me that it is normal for the mother cat to eat the weakest kittens to save the the strong one. I cried again, I could've imagine I love my children but I have to do such sacrifice. The lady comforted me because I just remember about my family, my siblings, whom my parent didn't surrender or abandon us until the end of their life. We took our responsibilities as their children until the end if time.

My Sunday had a full of realization and even asked myself why I am away from home. My answer to my own question brought tears down in my face. It's not a drama but a reflection of Easter Sunday that I didn't able to post yesterday.

That's all for that day and more next time. Have a wonderful night here, dawn there and other part of the world.

Thank you @ace108, #hiveph and @asean.hive admin and community members.