Manic and Panic Monday - How To Fight The Test of My Life?

6 months ago

As I'd told you before that Loneliness is a friend of me, but so happy that there were no trials that I surrender, I never give up. I fought a good fight and gained control. Heads up for better because there is no one can help me when I am alone, its only me, my own shadow and me. I am easy to cry, when my heart hurts. Small thing or big things is a matter for me to cry, to let it out. If I keep it, the more pain I feel and my heart could stop pumping and shortness of my breathe.

My strength is being tested all the time. I had a graceful exit ftom the greatest trials I got 2022 to 2023. I thought it was done but the continuation of such tragedy had a bad and good impact to our life. I was down but I choose to stand upright. A million thanks to those people who are in my side until now. I was almost fading out of my strength but tried the best that I can do to hold on and kept away my fears.

I survived! I found some reason to be in the right tract and guidance. If there was an ending but there is a new beginning to dwell on. The cycle of life if we stop moving we will become the loser and they will be happily stepping me down to earth. Yes, I cried with that kind of scenario but I tried to make it constructive and gained positiveness and patience. No need to panic, if I did it will ruined my whole life.

I looked into mirror and described myself. Asking question and got the answer from my guiding angels around me.

I was on the rooftop fighting my conscience and conquered my fears because the sunset had a beautiful message when I looked up the sky.

No retreat No Surrender

My youngest brother told me that our nephew must undergo surgery for his kidney stones stucked up inside his penis. He is an Engeenering student in Cebu. He never had girlfriend because he focused to study and help his parent, my sister. The doctor said if the stone will stay inside the penis, they will cut it to save his life. But thanks God, the stone moved getting inside after pushing it using wire. They tried caterer but it didn't work out. Now he is still in the hospital for the surgery. It is on the priority schedule the doctor said. I affected because my sister is only a farmer and his husband is a baker. They earned enough for daily life necessity and have a daughter in high school. I am also financially outbalance but I believe and trust to God, He will balance everything today and in the future. Manifesting all the good vibes energy will be poured into our life. I hope everything will be alright.There will be always a bright side of the day after the storm.

The sunset of the day after the rain, gave a wonderful message and realized many thing to put into a right time. Take a rest for a while. Feel the darkness of the night to rest peacefully and wait until dawn to see how the sun rises in the horizon of new hope and a new day to start.

Today, how I wish to give those who needed me and I trust the process. I can do all things through Christ our Lord the Savior! Amen! I have the inspiration who give me strength when I am weak.🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻.

God bless everyone!!!