THE Most Beautiful and Sublime Sunday - Christmas Day 2022

The cold wind and Christmas breeze had come as people celebrated peacefully the Christmas eve. Though, I had no celebration but the overflowing spirit of love bestowed upon me. It was not complete since there were so many beloved members of the family could no longer call and greet me. I missed those moments on my life. All the rest, they were here and there sending public or private message. Old and new friends were there.

But...

Suddenly at 5pm to 7pm Saudi Arabia time, I done my work earlier. Sitting down in the balcony, watching birds that came and went away. I felt of missing someone and letting it go in my mind.

Taking selfy to see how I looked during 2022 Christmas. At first, I was just in an easy feeling.

When tears broke down into my face, unstoppable for two hours and decided to change my dress,wet from my tears. I decided to call His name and praise Him with a song.

Wala po akong masabihan sa lahat, labis akong nasaktan sa mga pangyayari.Kaya sa kanya ko nalang ibulong dala ng agos ng aking mga luha sa besperas ng pasko 2022.Hindi ko po sadyang maging emotional, pagod na po ako sobrang nakakapagod na po.

After the rain, there was a sunshine though it was night. My two granddaughter called me, their mother messaged me and all. Changing messages eased my feelings at Christmas eve.

December 25, 2022 Daytime

My fakw daughter went to school and she suprised me. She saw me crying last night and when she came home from school, she gave me a bouquet of pink flowers with perfume.

Thoughtfulness of my fake daughter helped me gained strength.

These stuff remind me of my son. He gave it to me last vacation. I loved the colors and I am thinking of a colorful life with him soon.