Wednesday Walk That Make Me Smile - Harvest In My Garden

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Having great time in the garden under the morning sunlight

The yellow bird was visiting his partner inside the nest.The birds were singing, chirping and it gave beautiful sounds in my ears, subside the feelings of my heart.

I planted, got my harvest and my friend cooked it. She said, it was the first time she ate vegetable soup out of marina, camote tap, lemon grass, spinach with Spanish mackerel fish. My friend is the house helper of the son of my boss.

She was so disappointed to her look, I am 13 years old older than her and she said I looked younger than her. I felt dismay because I knew her struggles in life. She got married with four children with her 1st husband, then they separated. She got married again with 3 children but her husband betrayed her while she was working in Kuwait before. She knew the stories when she came home. Her rival was just their neighbor with husband too. She felt so bad how they played the games while they knew they were couple.

I was also touched by her story. When she came here, she was not thin like today. She told me that after her two husband betrayal, she wanted to play with boys. She wants relationship for fun. She is so vocal, she showed me some of her chatmate. I just smile but I advise her not to do that and focus working for her 7 children. On my God! seven children is not easy to raise but God is good for the children.

I hope that every weekend her boss will bring her here so she could enjoy and talk to me. It will be one of the gateway to tackle and handle her life's load. I appreciate her gesture because she laughed while having problems deep inside her heart.

I am different, I am crying every time I feel sad. I cannot hide my feeling. When I miss everything, tears are falling and it will not stop everyday. I told myself why I am feeling this if it only hurting me so badly. I am honest to my intention, I am not playing but why?👀👀👀❤❤❤🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

When she left me, I realized something. I can't play what they are doing. I am serious and I put it thy power of God. Amen😇😇😇

My cats were fighting because of jealousy, they are pregnant with the same male cat, the old Spotty that brought them fighting even though they are siblings. See, even cats have jealousy.

I was also crying when my friend left me and I throw the garbage. I found Spotty is sick and couldn't eat. I really cried😭😭😭 but cannot help. I think he got blind. His eyes had infection, maybe Browny hitter him so badly. I hope that he can survive. Now I will give him milk. I hope to see him now. I miss him so much.

@tattoodjay, I'm sorry for my random post today and these are all my walk that made me smile and cry. I just jot down and express what I am feeling right now to heal my heart which is really hurting. It's not easy to hide anymore but to say what I want to write. It's better to say it here than to talk to anyone who will just judge me. Thank you for understanding🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻.

HIVE ON!

@OLIVIA08