Immersed in my boring, lonely and depressive life | Drawing in traditional [ENG-ESP]

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"I can't understand why I feel this way, all I've been doing all this time is lashing out at lost and empty souls, obviously by force, but so what. Could it be that I need a "vacation"? But why do I never liked that life of happiness and relaxation, I really hate it. Oh I don't know, I think I'll continue immersed in my world and continue as if nothing is happening, the last thing I want is that all this reaches the ears of our sacred lord and punish me for breaking the dark law, so I have nothing left but to keep quiet and continue as if nothing is happening".

"No puedo entender el por qué me siento de está manera, lo único que he hecho todo este tiempo es arremeter contra almas perdidas y vacías, obvio que a la fuerza, pero que más da. Será que necesitaré unas "vacaciones"? Pero para que si nunca he me gustado esa vida de felicidad y relajación, la detesto en verdad. Ay no se, creo que seguiré inmerso en mi mundo y seguiré como si nada está pasando, lo último que quiero es que todo ésto llegué a oídos de nuestro señor sagrado y me castigue por incumplimiento de la ley oscura, así que no me quedá mas que callar y seguir como si nada."


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🌵PROCESS // PROCESO🌵
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I have spent the last few days with little energy and that has had a bad influence on my day to day life. I spent it playing video games, watching things on the internet and just being the less productive person that I rarely am.

Los últimos días los he pasado con pocas energías y eso ha influido de mala manera en mi día a día. Me la pasó jugando a vídeo juegos, viendo cosas en internet y simplemente siendo la persona menos productiva de la que muy pocas veces suelo ser.

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At least my desire to draw hasn't gone and I'm still practicing new things and being productive in drawing. So I took my art stuff and sat down to make and represent how I've been feeling lately in a drawing.

Al menos mis ganas de dibujar no se han ido y sigo practicando nuevas cosas y siendo productivo en el dibujo. Así que tome mis cosas de arte y me senté a hacer y representar como me he sentido últimamente en un dibujo.

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I started doing the very basic sketch, trying to capture my body expressions in the drawing and well, the support of my face on my hands I think it does help to represent a little bit how I feel.

Comence haciendo el boceto muy básico, tratando de hacer captura de mis expresiones corporales en el dibujo y bueno, el apoyo de mi cara en las manos creo que sí ayuda a representar un poco como me siento.

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After making the sketch, I went to work on the color and to be honest, the color palette I used for this drawing was very simple. In the whole drawing, I only used very light orange, to work the skin and some areas in red, but nothing else. Finishing with the green background.

Luego de hacer el boceto, me fui a trabajar el color y para serles sincero, la paleta de color que use para esté dibujo la trabajé muy simple. El la totalidad del dibujo, solo use color naranja muy claro, para trabajar la piel y algunas zonas en rojo, pero nada más. Terminando con el fondo de color verde.

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And finally, I made what would be the final details, lights and few shadows and that would be all.

Y ya para terminar, hice lo que vendría siendo los detalles finales, luces y pocas sombras y listo, eso sería todo.

I hope you like it!

¡Espero que te guste!

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⬜◾Final Work◽⬛

⬜◾Trabajo Final◽⬛


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Original Jesber Chavez

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Summary of the whole Process

Resumen de todo el Proceso


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Whoever is directly controlling the V2K told me to kill myself.
They told me if I killed myself now it would save the lives of countless others.
Saying the longer I wait to kill myself the more people will suffer.


They are reckless and should have shown the proper media what they had before taking me hostage for 5 years. I know there are many in prison that dont deserve to be there because of this. Your stay in prison will not be fun @battleaxe and friends. People are going to want you dead when they find out what you did. I hope you die a slow painful death. You sick mother fuckers.

https://peakd.com/gangstalking/@acousticpulses/electronic-terrorism-and-gaslighting--if-you-downvote-this-post-you-are-part-of-the-problem

Its a terrorist act on American soil while some say its not real or Im a mental case. Many know its real. This is an ignored detrimental to humanity domestic and foreign threat. Ask informed soldiers in the American military what their oath is and tell them about the day you asked me why. Nobody has I guess. Maybe someone told ill informed soldiers they cant protect America from military leaders in control with ill intent. How do we protect locked up soldiers from telling the truth?
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