"Doors" - Paul Moon w/ Lyrics

I wrote this one when I was feeling really down. I had just went through two surgeries during COVID pandemic. I was isolated and feeling weird af being medicated and all alone far from home.

When you start adding up memories, and not living for the currently
Your mind may drift, and that's what'll worry me
I'm soul searching, a man on a suicide run
You're going to have to learn the hard way, its do or die sons
Face it like a man, shouldn't be an option to try run
Take it how you want live by it that's how you die. One
Other fact plays in the mix, the way you react
I'm not saying they right, but with knowing exact
and possessing knowledge otherwise, tell me you going to let this other gusy get a fucking rise, boys you better learn your options
Use your intellect, because life will interject
And it'll be the worst time for it to intersect
Its not a time for introspect, its a decision
So it shows your core values, how you deal
and what you hold most dear, so that's its most clear
This for my descendants, stand for what you believes true
and defend it.

They're always gonna want a little more of you
Put it all on the table because there's more than you
Stay in the lines in ya lane you cant afford to lose
and there's limitless options it which door you choose

They're always gonna want a little more of you
Put it all on the table because there's more than you
Stay in the lines in ya lane you cant afford to lose
and there's limitless options it which door you choose

I'm a mortal man, with the more I plan
The hope'll span, as long as there's opposition
Make sure you take yours, don't let that thought go missing
And everything breaks to the smallest like some psycho fission
Pushing so hard, with no disregard I might blow pistons
and take it all to the heart nitroglycerin
so when there's only a me standing along
and a man ain't a man if he makes demands in his home
You see it twisted man, rambling stoned
sometimes seeking peace, traverses a damaging zone
You either walk it, or you can sit in your place
and there's more than one way to win at this race
you must persevere through all of the dim light
you cant stop striving just because it's within sight
and all of the grim blight, cast in existence
Be a good man, it could be your last in an instance

They're always gonna want a little more of you
Put it all on the table because there's more than you
Stay in the lines in ya lane you cant afford to lose
and there's limitless options it which door you choose

They're always gonna want a little more of you
Put it all on the table because there's more than you
Stay in the lines in ya lane you cant afford to lose
and there's limitless options it which door you choose