IF I COULD STOP THE TIME
Stop time
Some things have happened in the past to me and I wish I could have the ability to stop time so they don't have to occur, I wouldn't mind living forever and remaining there. I just want to keep enjoying the moment even though things would remain as they were while I keep doing the same thing all over again. Though the disadvantage here would be that you won't be able to explore and know other things that could have happened, perhaps to make you happy and excited seeing them happen.
This was my mom during Christmas season.Many people knew I was so close to my mom and I would be the one they will call first if anything should happen. My other siblings didn't spend much time with her since they didn't live with us. Though it was I and my two younger siblings with my parents but since I stood as the eldest, she was always happy entrusting things to me and giving instructions on how to take care of my siblings and Dad when she goes out.
I knew most of her secrets and I kept them away from Dad but it's such a pity there were things she didn't open up to me.
If I could stop time, it would be in the year 2015 when we all came around to celebrate Christmas with our families. I still saw my mom then. Though I have already moved in with my Aunt, we only saw ourselves that year. I never knew it would be the last time being together like the way we did.
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She and my immediate younger sisterWe played and gisted together, and if I had known things would be how it happened early in the year 2016, I would have stopped the time then.
I was in school when I got a call that mom was very sick and I should start coming home to her mom's place. If I had stopped the time in the year 2015 when we were together as a happy family, seeing my mom and Dad together, I wouldn't have received the call that she was very sick because nothing would happen then.
She hit her leg against a big stone and it became a big sore which affected her so much especially being a diabetes woman. According to people, a diabetic patient shouldn't have any sore but she had kept it to herself without letting us know.
If I had stopped the time then, we wouldn't have rushed her to a hospital where she got rejected and transferred to a big private hospital.
I wouldn't be sitting beside her while her eyes were closed and oxygen was placed on her. I wouldn't be crying, holding her hands and praying for her to come back to life.
Mom was someone I play with so much. Though we fight sometimes but before the end of the day, we are back again laughing while dad would be surprised.
I wouldn't see my mom give up the ghost while seeing dad raise his two hands on his head with the sign "he is finished"
If I had stopped the time, there wouldn't be many slippers and shoes in our house consoling us with different quotes and encouraging words to cheer us up.
No one would have seen me as a child without a mother and even though we would keep repeating things on the same spot in the year 2015, wouldn't it be fair enough to see them happy as a family?
I love my mom so much and I never wished she die at that early age. She died at the age of 48 with me questioning life why it happened to her.
Things happen that leave us wondering why they happened to us and we wished we have a superpower to stop the event but it's impossible because that is how life is made to be. There are bad times, there are good times. So, the best is to make each moment count and keep living to have more memories of events that happened.
Thanks for reading
They told me if I killed myself now it would save the lives of countless others.
Saying the longer I wait to kill myself the more people will suffer.
They are reckless and should have shown the proper media what they had before taking me hostage for 5 years. I know there are many in prison that dont deserve to be there because of this. Your stay in prison will not be fun @battleaxe and friends. People are going to want you dead when they find out what you did. I hope you die a slow painful death. You sick mother fuckers.
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Its a terrorist act on American soil while some say its not real or Im a mental case. Many know its real. This is an ignored detrimental to humanity domestic and foreign threat. Ask informed soldiers in the American military what their oath is and tell them about the day you asked me why. Nobody has I guess. Maybe someone told ill informed soldiers they cant protect America from military leaders in control with ill intent. How do we protect locked up soldiers from telling the truth?
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I can tell how much you truly miss her @princessbusayo. Sometimes I feel like you do about my own mother too. Try to keep the happy memories you have of her close to your heart and in the front of your mind to comfort you when you feel sad.
Thank you for your post.
Yes, those happy memories have been the one consoling and encouraging me always. Thank you @andrastia 🤗
Hi princess
I am so sorry about your mum, you have inherited her looks. My mother was a diabetic too and her cuts would never heal.
That would be a great time to stop time.
Thanks so much for sharing, have a great weekend and a big hug.
Thank you Tengo 😊😊
My pleasure Princess:)
I'm sorry about your mom
Sending lots of love ❤❤❤❤❤
Situations like this you just wish you can stop time to when you have them around
You are right. I wish I could but that is life. Thank you 😊