Fear of Betrayed | My Entry for the Hive Learners Contest "W30E1"

Hello all friends, meet me again @rahmatandesti, I hope you are all in good health and smooth in carrying out daily activities.

I came back to greet all of my friends in the Hive Learners community. As usual on this occasion, I will take part in a superior contest held by the Hive Learners community, a very interesting contest because it can increase our insight and knowledge. On Sunday 30 in this first edition, we discuss "Fear" which is a situation that makes us afraid of something.

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Everyone must have felt fear because fear is something that is normal and natural for us to feel. Fear sometimes brings something good so that we are always careful in taking care of ourselves. There is also an excessive fear that will actually harm us but all of that is difficult for us to control because that fear can come from anywhere, even from something we do not expect.

Everyone has different fears. Some are ordinary and seem natural, but some are strange and seem unnatural because fear is very difficult for us to control. This fear that I experience may seem normal, maybe there are people who have experienced what I feel. This fear initially came because I was let down by someone I really trusted and loved very much but he had the heart to betray me.

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I used to have a girlfriend who I loved very much and he was the person I trusted more than myself. We have agreed to continue our relationship to the level of marriage and promised to always be faithful together.

All the promises we ever made never came true because I found out that the lover I really loved was cheating behind my back. At that moment it felt like my world was falling apart and I felt a deep sense of disappointment. So at that time my body hurt and I lay limp helpless for several days. When I think about it now it feels like I was very stupid at that time but that's what I feel I can't control myself not to be disappointed because I have been betrayed by the lover I love so much. As a result of the incident that I experienced until now I feel afraid to start a serious relationship, I think a lot so I find it difficult to accept someone to be my life partner. Not because I choose or want to find someone who is perfect, but this fear that I experience makes me afraid that later I will be disappointed or otherwise I will disappoint him.

This fear is very difficult for me to handle until now I'm still comfortable alone, it's been a few years but it's not a difficult thing for me it feels like time goes by so fast and I don't feel I'm still comfortable alone sometimes I've felt how I will find my soul mate with the situation I'm in right now. For that I surrender to God, I hope God has prepared a mate for me and one day we will meet at the right time, we will continue to be together until the end of life that separates us.

That's all the story that I can share on this occasion, hopefully it can entertain all of my friends who have read it. Sorry if there are errors in writing. Thank you so much for visiting, have a nice day all of you.