Time To Change

Get Up
It's being too late!
Oh, no it's 3:00 A.M. it's not morning yet people are in deep sleep and me? Laying down on my bed and my eyes are seeking for sleep. Yeah, It's not an unusual thing for me, spending sleepless nights and my body is quite used to it. How long should the habit last until my soul leaves the body or till the body and soul find no clue?

Days are going and it will go on and on and I will be getting older. One day my time on the planet will be finished and I will be passed away. Mostly at midnight, some strange thoughts knock on the door of my mind, even a couple comes in my dreams as well, most of them have no clue at all, I don't get any proper answer whenever I hunt to the random thoughts. But maybe this time my mind has been quite mature because at this point of my life I truly searching for actual facts of life from my heart.

I have a few students whom I teach as a tutor. Taking the responsibilities of them, trying to develop them little by little honestly and there has no doubt at all. But am I dealing with myself in the right way? Whenever I turn into myself, Am I performing all the tasks of my life honestly as like I am taking responsibility for others? Ahh! Maybe yes, maybe no! I am feeling truly the negative portion most in me.

I have a very limited time on the planet and this thing is true for each and every creature. Tracking the actual value of life I feel everyone should have asked their soul a question while they feel they are quite Injustice to themselves, " What's the purpose of living as the best creature on the planet? " Well, there is a huge gap between living and surviving. To me, surviving is a stage when people fight for a living and do not actually enjoy their life with wholesomeness and I am feeling that I have been spending my days in a surviving way for a long time.

As the best creature we all should have a living policy here and how could it be activated? I feel like talking about a great impact through your activities would be a great way to live life. By doing something meaningful, people can count your number in the first row among all of the people. If you are quite inactive about your own responsibility which is quite related to your life, how will you be a responsible person at the same time how will you take responsibility for others? Definitely, it indicates that you are not on the right track in your life.

From the days of my childhood, I had been looking at some great people and I had been aiming at how they are in people's minds although they are not alive. Somehow I got a reply from my soul which is they did something meaningful that's why we recognize them despite missing on the planet. What do you think, this is not the actual thing. In this short period of time, I have got a couple of great opportunities to prove myself or made a better version of myself.

To tell the truth, I hardly activate them in the right way and maybe that's why I have been spilling out rather than grabbing them. If your soul pushes you to do something in a positive way you are on the right track. Will the next day start with something amazing for myself? The next day will be as usual as unless you make a great change in yourself. Days will always remain the same, you just need to rebuild yourself then you will be able to look at the world from a different angle which assists you to look at the same thing in an interesting way. As I believe deeply believe hope keeps us alive so why not hope again?