Uncertainty

I just closed my eyes or my eyes had been closed by natural power, between these two either one is correct. As my visions were blurred, I could not exactly tell you the right one. Believe me, I was not on the planet where I used to dwell, In fact, I am lucky enough that I am back again and I am lucky enough that now I can hold my phone perfectly to write down my feelings. The previous two days I had truly no sense at all, I had no sense about what was going on in the world, I had no sense about the current weather. I was just falling on my bad in a senseless way. I was laying down on the bed without having any kind of movement like a dead body falling on a floor.

I assumed at the moment that everything has stopped as I lose my power to watch or as something has stopped me to watch. How stupid I was! After fighting with my sickness today I crossed my third day of an extreme level of sickness I get quite a good power to stand on my feet. I went close to the window to watch the weather situation to watch, Is everything going in its own way or did everything stop just because of my absence. Oh, no, no no, Damn! It's raining outside. It has been raining for the last three days.

I had to go outside to take some medicine and that's why unhurriedly I came down from my third floor to the ground floor. The scene was truly unimaginable for me. The road was totally submerged into water. Nothing to do, despite bearing the unbearable pain I had to collect my medicine. Every time I picked up my phone to write, I was just losing its grip or felt no strength to hold the phone for so long. I attempted too hard to write although I was extremely sick.

I took a challenge with myself in every format of my life, no matter how adverse a situation I have to face I never go backwards of my oath. But, Sadly saying that I tried hard but I could not. Although I'm lucky enough that I am now able to write and I'm writing. I don't even imagine the last time I felt this kind of sickness or the last time I went to a hospital for my treatment. I recall a memory when I felt this kind of sickness, It was approximately 3 years back. I was an admission candidate at that time. I was living at Farmgate in Dhaka city.

Once in the afternoon, I was sleeping on my bed and I woke up in the evening. After getting fresh I sat on a chair to study. After studying for one hour I didn't feel physically well. I was losing my strength to sit on the chair. Then one friend of mine came and took me to a hospital. My fever was 105 degrees which were quite shocking and after taking some test platelet rate in my blood was super low. I haven't still measured my body temperature. If I measured I would definitely be near 105. Now, I'm already It's great news and I feel well releasing all of the trash from my mind.