[WE-172] It Will Be My Last Resort, If It Means We Can Survive, Then I Will Do It.
I am currently living with my auntie, I fondly call them "my oldies," as they are literally old now and already getting their pension as senior citizens. And yes, they are my mommy F and my mommy D, who I often include in my article here. They have already done a lot of good things for me since I was a kid, so I decided not to leave their side and continue supporting them. This kind of life is enough for me, I'm already good with the way things are right now.
One of my dreams right now is to give my oldies and my mama a comfortable life. I'm still far from this dream, I know, but I'm doing what I can so that this dream will come true someday. With my oldies and my mama's age, they should be experiencing a comfortable life where they will never get hungry and have a good place where they can also rest without worrying about tomorrow. It seems like an easy thing to do but really hard. I want the kind of comfort for them where they don't need to think about money over and over again.
Now, if, by chance, the time comes where hunger becomes our main problem because of poverty and I can't find a decent job that has a good pay, first I will find other ways to provide for my family. For sure, I have a lot of options. It will be hard, that's a given, but if I stay consistent with those jobs that I can find, then everything will be okay.
I can be just about anything as long as it gives me enough money to spend on my family. And if I don't have any other option anymore and my only hope is to resort to selling my body, then I'll do it just to earn money. Sex for money? Sure, why not? If it's for them, not to starve them, to give my oldies and my mama a better life? I can do that much, yes. It's not like I will die in sex, except, of course, if I am to have sex with a violent person. I'll die for sure with that. And also, as long as it is safe sex, sure, why not?
I know that this kind of situation is happening in our world right now. They don't have other options to earn money because of their lack of education, this is really one of the many reasons why. Even selling your own body is not that easy, either. But some still do it because they don't have much of a choice. Some even have the other option and still end up doing this because it is a little easier than the other job out there. If it's me, I will only do this if I don't really have an option anymore.
In other words, having sex only becomes a choice for me if there's no hope for me anymore to find other jobs. I know that having sex just with anyone is not safe either, but who am I to be picky if the situation calls for it? Then I don't have much of a choice. Another thing is that I can become the center of attention for other people once they find out what kind of job I have, because to them, this job is not a good or decent job, it is a very unacceptable job to most people or to the whole society.
I mean, there are still people out there who judge easily without knowing the situation of that someone who has to do this kind of job. We don't know their story, we are not in their shoes, so who are we to judge? And, having this kind of job doesn't mean they are a bad person, they are just unfortunate that they have to do this kind of job for them to live.
They just did what they knew was right to do, especially if they were doing it for a purpose and not because they really wanted to do it. I mean, no one really wants to do this kind of thing. They have to do it because they only have one option, for sure. The sad thing is that one option is not a good job in the eyes of the people or even to themselves.
Imagine giving yourself to a random person for money, isn't that just too painful? Just thinking about it makes me feel ashamed. If ever it becomes my reality, I really hope not. I don't want to end up like this, to be honest. And, if ever, I do it, it's only for a short time. If there's a decent job that I can find later on, then I will grab it, no matter how hard that is.
So brave of you to pick this topic among the rest, I was also thinking of making a blog with this prompt but It takes courage and i don't have it yet 😆 but you know i agree with you.. I also came to a point where i thought of doing this kind of job because of financial problems before when i left home.. since it's way easier, but then i thought my conscience will kill me if I'm not brave enough to do it which i didn't enter, that's why i don't judge people who do this kind of job, in fact I respect them for doing it because its not easy to fight yourself.
When its about money and you badly need it, we would actually throw our pride and dignity just to survive, who are we to judge when prostitution is already a means of survival before and until now with other people...
Go na sulat na, abot kapa ee uwu.
Kapag talaga pera na ang problem ee no, makakaisip talaga tayong kumapit sa patalim nalang just to survive. But, God is good coz wala tayo sa sitwasyon na malala where we end up making a hard decision to do this. Maybe nag balak, even me think of doing that, but thanks heaven di natuloy, lol. Ang, no matter how big the amount na maeeearn natin in the end, di talaga kakayanin ng conscience ee no? That's why, as long as there is other option, then take that kesa magbenta ng aliw, aguy juskopo.
And same here, I don't judge them that easily lalo di natin alam ang story nila. We can only respect them because even if alam nila makakasira talaga sa kanila yon, they will still do it coz they have a family 5o feed.
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Yayyy, thanks for that. Now I feel more motivated to do many great things here ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ
Woah you're so straight spoken sis @ruffatotmeee and you're so brave to choose this topic.
I can't say Ng patapos but I don't know if I can do it.
Sana Naman di tayo humantong sa ganyan Diba.
Hehehe, mas nagustuhan ko to. Mejo meherep yeng ebe, lol.
Even me, di ko din talaga to madadasi. Huwag naman sana pero kapag wala na talagang ibang makapitan, mapipilitan ata talaga. Amd yes, sana talaga hindi sa ganito humantong. Nakakatakot isipin.
As much as possible, I don't want to be put in that situation because it's like disrespecting your own self and ruining your integrity. For sure, there are other ways to survive decently. There are always alternatives ☺️..
Same here madam, that's why hanggat malakas ang kaya pa, work and save talaga so that, di na hahantong sa ganito. Kapag kasi enough lang ang ipon may tendency na maubos pa rin especially sa emergency situation. Pero, kapag hindi lang enough and you have bigger savings , yan, mas masesecure siguro ang future. Basta may other choices, di talaga mapipilitan na gawin to. Basta nga meron .
Mamulot na lang basura madam. Sabi nla, may pera sa basura hehe
Haha, pwd rin. Pero even with that di talaga sadapat lalo if apat na adult.
Grabe tagos sa laman ang story mo @ruffatotmeee, siguru ako din if talagang kailangan diba? Kapit sa patalim nalang. Pikit nalang.
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Hehe, thanks. If wala na talaga choice, kapag yon na talaga ang last, kahit masakit sa puso, baka nga magawa talaga.
Oo, pag sakin dn siguru nangyari. Pikit mata nalang talaga para may makain at makasurvive lang.
Those women na gagawa nito just to feed their starving family, salute to them. It would be a very hard decision no lalo na kapag sabihin na nating "virgin" sila.
Oh yes that too, but, that virginity can also make them more expensive. Gosh, this just sound so wrong, pepresyuhan ang virginity, ang saklap lang kapag ganito na.
Kung virginity pag uusapan eh aawitan ko na yan ng expensive amount no. Para isahang dungis lang ng dignidad charot tas babagong buhay na.
Hahaha, basta yong sure na magbabayad ng malaki haha lucky unlucky ang peg aguyy
Pero gusto ko ung mabait. May chance na mainlove pa ko 😂
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I understand you when you say that you are concerned that your family is well, that they are not in need and do not have to worry about money. That shows how much you love them (｡♡‿♡｡) I worry about my family's welfare too. It's something I think about constantly (◍•ᴗ•◍)✧*。
Yeah, for us to be secured when it comes to financial problem, we really have to do things now while we still can and still young and save more. For the future ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ
Necessity is the mother of all our opportunities, what you say you are able to do for your viejitas, I am sure many of us would also be able to do it, however, there is always hope to do another job, without having to sell your body.
True, as long as there are other option.. but if there is none then create your own, although this one is much harder at least, we don't have to choose that other one.
I hope you never have to come to this, and that you achieve all your goals to give a good life to your loved ones.
I know from reading you that you are a worthy woman with a good heart, who knows what needs to be done and when.
May God watch over you and bless you.
Oh yes, I really hope so, and for I not to end up like this, I have to work hard and wisely and ssve and save.
Thank You so much for the kind words (人 •͈ᴗ•͈)
A desperate moment makes people do what they detest, we call it the mode of survival... yEA a situation that will make that the only option for you will never arise.
so complicated question, and you are really brave to discuss it here. I do understand you in your desire to help your oldies. I do have the same feeling of duty and responsibility for them, but....you know there is one more "detail" we all must not forget. This "detail" is ourselves. We always must remember about our own needs and wishes. Our love to family is super strong, but is it worth of losing ourselves? it's a matter of choice. our own choice.
You have a point, but really, I think I will set aside myself first for my family. Especially I don't have much of a choice m, if ever.
we must follow our soul calls. If it's your decision, you are free to choose any way.