I disappointed my family.

I have been very fond of my parents and two older brothers and sisters since childhood. My father works in the government. His salary was already very low so he had to work hard to educate his three children. Since my parents did not study much, their dream since we were young was that we three siblings would study very well and get a job.
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I too have been dreaming of doing something on my own since childhood and trying to do something good on my own. My family has been doing much better than before since my brother got his job after finishing his studies. Then my elder sister finished her studies and got married in a very good place due to which her life has settled down very nicely now. Which is why my parents are so happy that my two brothers and sisters have been able to settle down nicely in their lives.

My parents trust me a lot. When they went to Hajj, many people said that time, Why aren't they still worrying about her daughter's marriage? But my parents supported me a lot and told everyone that their daughter will stand on her own two feet by studying. When I hear this, it was a big one in my life from my parents. I just wonder how much my parents love me, no one can love so much. If anything happens to them, I will really be alone now because I have no one but my parents.

My parents are very frustrated with me now. I was devastated to see their frustration. I just think I haven't been able to do anything yet and I may not be able to fulfill their dream anymore. Since my father is very old, wants me to be good and have something good. They have no tension left with me now because my brothers and sisters are all very well and they have come a long way in their lives.

I am are really upset when they see this frustration. I think I may not be able to fulfill their dreams. I am trying hard to get a good job and I am concentrating on my studies but nothing is happening. I have never felt so helpless in my life when I was studying, I thought maybe life will end happily like this. As soon as I finished my studies, a new chapter in my life began about what I would do next. Seeing my parents think so much, I feel really helpless. The only hope in life now is that I can fulfill my parents' dreams.....

There was a lot of love for everyone in the community. I will always pray that everyone will be well by the grace of God. And you will all pray for me and my family

And a few words about me

My name is Sharmin. I have completed Diploma Engineering from a government college. I have completed Diploma in Civil Technology. I occasionally try to write something on my own, and I love drawing. And I'm trying to make my drawings better.

I wish you all good health. If there is any mistake, you will be forgiven..